thoughts: ok, incredibly quick update before i'm forced to go to bed. ok, so yeah, erin's helping me update and make my blog look nice. and i'm just sort of here. i found out when the visitation and service and everything is.... but i'm still upset (duh). everyone on RML has been really helpful, so... yeah, i love RML. I can't sleep though... so it's difficult to be happy in person... but i'm being carefree talking to renata and everyone, which is a nice outlet... so i don't just totally sink into dwelling on it all. but, in reality, not sleeping is making me all paranoid and jumpy and shakey. but like, what's worse is that i'm sleeping in little bits... and having freaky nightmares that wake me up. ANYHOW. enough of that. i don't want to focus and dwell. so, yeah. erin made a new template, we love erin. yeah. i'll post something peppy tomorrow.

*megan*