thoughts: i'm at emily's. just wanted to update quick like. it's reallly late/early. i just got on aim and was like "where IS everyone?!" then i realized it was like... 3am. so yeah. er, i can't remember if there was anything interesting i wanted to say. i'm guessing there wasn't. i'm really upset that i haven't heard from ben at all since he left for nationals. *shrug* it would make sense if we were drifting apart. it happens to me all the time... i just can't stay close with people for long periods of time before for some unknown reason we stop being friends and drift away from one another. *sigh* i'd hate to lose ben though. i sonsider him my best friend...


i'm playing with the stu-nimations on twistedmystic again... and the zentences.


i'm all upset and sad at the prospect of losing ben. i'm gonna go watch a movie :(


*megan*