thoughts: dammit, my nails are wet, making it hard to type. blaah. but oh well. today sucked... i'm really kind of worried about it actually. i mean, i've been happy for a long long time... and suddenly, the past two days i feel like crap. like, what if i'm *not* "better", and this is just me going to a low phase, and getting all depressed again? i don't want to be like that. grr. or, what if this is me getting rid of all my friends and getting a new group? (that happens a lot with me, i dunno why... i dont' *try* to do it... it just happens.) shit. now i feel all angsty for writing about this. it's like "everyone pity me!" (especially my last post "guys hit on me and say i'm pretty, poooooor me.") oh forget it, i'm not gonna blog anymore, it's making me all sad.


*megan*