9.30.2001

wearing: jeans, a blue long sleeved shirt and a pink sweater that i just bought today, and i LOVE.


feeling: *grin*


listening: elvis costello... i'm on a huge elvis costello kick right now.


should be: cleaning, doing laundry... anything but being online


thoughts: jane and i went shopping today, i got lots of fun stuff.


then, i went to see zoolander with luke, and it was reeeally funny. i liked it, it was silly and stupid, but short enough that it was funny, and not annoying. i had a lot of fun, and we're gonna go do something next week i think... woot. i told rml that i'd tell the whole story here, but you never know who reads this... so i'm not going to. bah.


i'm in a really good mood, let that tell you how it went. i'm almost never in a good mood.


*megan

9.29.2001

wearing: plaid pj pants and a grety tank top.


feeling: SO tired. i hurts to stay awake.


listening: elvis costello


thoughts: alright, i have a lot to say, i'll try to keep it from turning into a confusing rant...


this morning was odd. it started my day off... oddly.


cast picnic.... not all that many people came, which sucked. but the people that did come... my GOD! we had so much fun. we played all terrain, ultimate croquet. it was HILARIOUS. we were going to play a game in character, but the people we were waiting for never showed up. we all played on the swings, and climbed trees, and played on the merry go round and whatnot... then we played mafia and frogger for awhile, and we ate ALOT. it was so fun. my goodness, we're going to have like 10 cast parties throughout the course of this show...


went to work, work sucked SO much. like, i didn't get to take a break. at all. i nearly died.


renata's blog made me laugh SO hard tonight. first of all, the chat convo from AGES ago.... i was laughing SO hard at that... then, just the randomness at the end. aaaah. and dude, i haven't talked to renata in ages, because she's been sick, and i've been hella busy and it sucks. *sends postcards to her renata, saying "moving to santa fe" and "back in new york, starting a rockband"* *nod* oh hey, there's a pseudo mark shirt at maurices, i'm going to go and buy it tomorrow. *nod*


*megan*
wearing: cords. and my black lingerie shirt thing.


feeling: SO tired. but the parade was hilariously funny


listening: tick, tick... boom!


quotes: "aric! dont' rub your sweaty head on me!"


"dude, you are boy crazy like a mo!"


"does that sign say Randy Poodle??"


"bite me"
*bite*
"harder"


thoughts: homecoming parade was tonight. let's see bus ride there... i took my shoe off to scratch my foot, and aric grabbed my foot and tickled me until i fell on the floor and was laughing so hard i was crying. then, we got to the parade place. a bunch of frat boys behind the band were only wearing hawkeye flags around their waists, and one of them mooned us. *shudder* it was minorly scary. then brian (skanky) and i decided that we needed to get these things that were hanging from this tree. so he took his shoe off, and we threw it at the tree. until we nearly killed some people. then we marched. it was SO long. it was funny. bus ride home... patrick insisted on sitting by aric... then, i was poking aric in the nose, and he sucked on my finger for a seconds, so i reached over and smeared it all down patrick's cheek. many bad puns occured, and we all harrassed patrick for the remainder of the bus ride.


went to diana's house after the parade, and we all roasted marshmellos, and i told the whole story of the relaxation visualization thing we did at rehearsal, and it somehow progressed into like, real life ghost stories, and i got everyone all freaked out. oops. then everyone left except me and diana so we played with the dog, and listened to tick, tick boom so she could hear it all. *nod*


then i came home. and there's no one here, and i hate it. i HATE being alone. ugh. someone come see me, please, just bang on the door, i'm the only one here, or call my house, doesn't matter. *sigh*


*megan*

9.27.2001

wearing: black stretchy pants and a dark grey tank top, my glasses, a sweater and some flip flops.


feeling: really tired. rehearsal was cool today though.


listening: elvis costello, beyond belief. "do you have to be so cruel to be callous?" random sidenote, stuart does a KICKASS cover of this song. oh hey, it's the song that i couldnt' remember the last time i was writing a stuart rant. woot!


quote: "well, burning flags indoors is illegal... but that's just because it's a fire hazard"


thoughts: my back hurts. because it's sunburned, and it's peeling. it was really gross at rehearsal, i was like "oy my back itches *scratches back, gets little skin peelings all over self* OH EEEEEEEEEEEEEW! *patrick, brett and ben move away from me*"


we did a relaxation thing at rehearsal, and i could see myself as alice. i could actually see alice... then, i was like... considering how to portray her, and suddenly i totally saw it all, and it was great and it made me really happy. then, i started getting really freaked out by some random things... and it was scary, so i made ryan move so i could sit by ben.


i LOVE the tick, tick... boom! cd. boho days is SUCH a cool song. especially being able to hear jonathan singing it. wow.


tomorrow's friday, i have marching band after school which is skanky. but, my parents are out of town all weekend (no... NO parties at my house) so i plan on coming home and watching movies til late. anyone who's nice to me is invited.


i'm really tired, and i dunno where renata is (she's sick, so i assume she's sleeping)... but, i have no one to talk to (except bryan, and he's not talking) so, i'm gonna stop blogging, talk to bryan for a bit then go to bed.


*megan*
i bought the tick, tick... boom cd today. it's SO fun. i love it.

*megan*

9.26.2001

wearing: comfy pants, and my hella cool stretch soft shirt


feeling: sick *cough* my throat hurts. renata must have given me whatever she has. via blog.


listening: this AWESOME boot renata sent me. it's benny tour, curtismark, joshuaroger, karminemimi, and stefaniemaureen (admitedly, i don't really care for stefanie, but *shrug*


should be: cleaning my room *looks over shoulder* it's AWFUL. i dumped ALL my clothes out of the laundry basket and the drawers this morning. i was looking for my shoes. and i couldnt' find them. so much throwing around of clothing ensued.


quote: "i knew it was big, but i had NO idea!" jeremy ... during contact. why roger would be saying this... i couldn't tell you.


thoughts: rehearsal tonight. was coool. we finished the read through of the second act. and i just want to say that i love brett johnson. i had never even spoken to him before this show. i always wrote him off as being a jock. but he is SO good. he's the white queen, and he's HILARIOUS. then, he read the white knight, just for the hell of it... and he was SO good. i was like "oooh my god. WHY didn't you join theatre west two years ago! we could have used you in like, every show in the entire world! *flail*" also, we did lots of "get to know eachother" stuff. so, we did a thing where we all got in groups and told secrets about ourselves. one of mine was "i still sleep with my baby blankets, even when i'm just going to spend the night at a friend's house". ummmm what else? we did levitations. wooot levitations. it's kinda freaky being held up above the heads of 7 people you hardly know... and trusting that they won't kill you. but it works.


alice in wonderland cast picnic, THIS SATURDAY. 11:00 to 2:00 at willowcreek park. if you need a ride, call me or e-mail me. there will be pizza, soda, chips and tons of other stuff. we're going to play frisbee and croquet (croquet! get it? because there's a croquet match in the show! paulina and i are SO clever. ok, so maybe we aren't. shut up)


there's a girl in the cast who is a potential renthead. i'm so corrupting her. i'm like "*GASP* you want to know more about it?" "yeah, i really like the soundtrack" "it's NOT a soundtrack, it's a cast recording *is a pretentious know-it-all* and, i'll bring you some bootlegs tomorrow!" so i'm taking over her tomorrow. i'm excited ^_^


there was a van behind me today that had a wishbone stuffed animal in the window. it made me think of kait. hi kait! i love you! speaking of kait... and thus... uh, speaking of me not updating.. i PROMISE that i will update links soon. really, i swear.


i randomly e-mailed stuart today.


i dunno why i mentioned that.


i have rehearsal tomorrow... yaaaay. hopefully we'll get into really reading scenes and ... stuff. *nod* i'm even excited about blocking! yay blocking!!


that's all, for now at least.


*megan*

9.25.2001

wearing: pajamas. my favorite black pj pants, and a giant comfy sweatshirt


feeling: very tired. very excited... very... *shrug* it's hard to explain.


listening: elvis costello, the other side of summer. i LOVE this song "and i felt glad in my own suspicious way"


should be: do i even neeed to say it? HOMEWORK.


thoughts: erm. i randomly feel really insecure. like, i was fine thirty seconds ago... and suddenly everything is doubtful, and i dont' think i can handle it all. oooh. i dont' feel like blogging now. damn.


maybe later.


*megan*
dammit all.

9.24.2001

two other random things...


one: there was a demon catraccoon in the parking lot, marin and i ran away from it even though it was like a tenth of our size.


two: this is an underwear story, so don't read it you don't want to know... yeah. the underwear i was wearing today... has little flower shaped clips on the hips. for easy and fast removal. and, randomly one of them came undone, and i was like "aaah marin!" and we laughed merrily, and i went and fixed it. then, ten minutes later, BOTH came undone. and i was like "*SOB* i hate these stupid fast removal underwear!!" and this really hot boy who was walking past gave us the WEIRDEST look. it was hilarious. but yeah, i really like these underwear, i have four pairs just like them *nod*
wearing: pajamas.


feeling: SO tired. i stayed up til.... 3:30ish last night. got up at 6:30. oy... and, i worked today.


nails: nothing, but very nicely filed, if i do say so myself. and i do.


listening: well, i was listening to elvis costello. but now i'm listening to saves the day.


should be: doing homework *nods* looking through my script some more...


quote: ok, luke said something today, that was THE funniest thing in the entire world. like, marin and i fell down laughing. but i CANNOT remember it. i was even like "dude, that's so going in my blog" damn. so. uh.. "would you find me some water? ... hey just forget it. can you bring me gasoline?"


thoughts: work today was fun. my last monday working until the play's over *snifflesob*. luke and i had a baggette fight. only, i had a french baggette, and he had a sourdough one. and the sourdough's harder than the french bread. so he won. ah, marin and i gossiped the WHOLE time. it was so funny. sheana gossiped with us too for a while. but she went home at like 8. we weren't busy at all. like, marin and i just hung out all night. it was really nice. i had a caesar salad for dinner. it was good. aside from the croutons. but i dont' like asiago croutons... because the asiago separates from the crouton and i get confused.


marin and i rummaged around and got all the old paperclips out of the pen holders... and made necklaces. i also hooked them over my earrings, and added a hanging section of paperclips to my paperclip necklace. marin put twist ties on her earrings, and on the necklace. it was great. i lost seth's name tag. (sorry seth. i didn't mean to. i got you a new bunny sticker though, it's orange. you can put it on your new nametag.) *nods* oh, i remembered something amusing luke said... not THE quote, but stilll.... he wandered by and looked at marin and me and was like "never trust a woman who wears paperclips" and wandered away again. also, we decided that since cory left, luke has to be our big brother. and luke's a mean big brother sometimes.


rehearsal tomorrow. woooooo wish me luck. it should be interesting.


*megan*

9.23.2001

wearing: jeans and a sweater that are REALLY big for me. they haven't come close to fitting in over a year. but, they're comfy


feeling: eek. happy... about alice. nervous... about school, worried... about my life.


nails: no nail polish... it's crazy.


listening: matchbox 20, last beautiful girl. i bought the mad season cd tonight. *Shrug*


should be: doing homework.


quote: "ben, take that out of your mouth!! it's exspensive!"


thoughts: i'm alice. oh my god. i got it. i did it. i'm so amazed. i was on cloud nine all day thursday. wow.


i'm really tired. last night, on the way home from work, i was SO scared driving home. like, i hate lightening when i'm alone. there was TONS of lightening. ah, there was someone standing on the side of the gravel road i was driving on, and like, that's a HUGE fear of mine for some reason, like, headlights sweeping across someone just standing there... they weren't even walking. just standing, looking at the sky. i was seriously freaked out by it.


so. *sigh* i guess i'm going to homecoming *shrug* if i get a date. i will not go without a date. i just won't. maybe it's stupid. but i hate going with a group of people. i'm sick of it.


the upstairs computer isn't sucking. thanks bryan.


got a new, working cell phone yesterday. i have a new number. so make sure to ask me what it is *nod* i'm post it here, but you never know when some random person would read this and feel the need to call me. *shrug*


there's a sweater at rue 21 that i'm gonna buy tomorrow. i wanted to buy it today, but i didn't. yeah.


i'm bored, and need to do homework, so... toodle pip.


*megan*

9.21.2001

i'm supposed to be typing my AP english essay right now... but that's really not happening so much. *shrug*


i have, the best news... in the entire world (in my entire world). i got the part of alice. ooooh my god. i screamed so loudly when i saw it, and at least six teachers came running out to the cafeteria to see what was wrong. i'm so happy. i cannot believe this. i was just whining, about how i needed something cool to happen. and it did. woohoooo!


ok, seriously, english paper. heeehehe.


this is never going to get done *sigh*


*megan*

9.19.2001

so, callbacks for alice in wonderland were tonight. i am SO stressed out. (i initially typed, stewed out). i smell REALLY bad. my GOD. nervous sweat is worse than regular sweat. i seriously smell so bad i can't stand to sit with me. and i wonder why i can't get boys. *sits quietly emmanating sweat smells*


i'm listening to some stuart davis. it's nice.


i need to go change shirts and get some perfume... *sigh*


*megan*

9.16.2001

i've written so much about september 11th. it's unbelieveable. it has effected me, and my family very, very deeply. i prefer to keep my thoughts on it in my private diaries. it's become much more personal for me that i can really describe.


with that said, i'd like to say that elmo loves me more than black jelly beans, and renata loves me more than her sparkly lipgloss, or maybe, she loves me just as much as she loves her sparkly lipgloss. *shrug*


i started a new blog for close up minutes. it'll be hella easy to update, just as soon as it starts working *kills template for close up blog*


yeah.


*megan*

9.09.2001

wearing: jeans and my greenish tight shirt thing. *nod*


feeling: myeh. food sucks.


nails: no polish whatsoever *gasp* it's distracting not having nail polish
on.


listening: (note: since i've gotten my upstairs computer going now... i'm
using my stereo, rather than winamp. since it's all right here, and like ten
times better and all) empire records soundtrack, cranberries, liar.


should be: cleaning my room, doing some homework, sleeping


thoughts: so. i worked saturday 5-close, and today 8-2. saturday... was
interesting. bethany was having like an awful day, so she was all upset the
entire night, i don't really know what was going on there. seth and jesse
were in a ... rebellious/stupid mood. the mop water hose went berserk on
jesse and soaked him head to toe. that sparked a water fight which had BOTH
of them dripping wet (and me minorly wet) so, since they were all wet, they
both bought shirts that said "just did it" on them... *shrug* THEN the
decided that they shouldn't have to take garbage out. so the whined a lot.
it was annoying. then they made bethany mad and she stormed out. yeah, we
didn't get to leave until 11:00. it sucked.


then, today, i had to open at 8. with tom, the manager from hell. he's such
a moron. like, he thinks he should be this educated well off guy, but
instead he's the oldest person working at panera. and he's always
contradicting himself, and making up random rules that have nothing to do
with anything. i even asked one of the other managers about the rules he'd
told me, and they were like "yeah, don't listen to him" *shrug* today was
LONG. and it sucked. and people are stupid.


after work i went to ben's and watched 'seven' with him and amy and nic. it
was a really bad movie. it had several moments that caused me to dive under
my blanket and make screechy noises. but it was just... pretty much... bad.
*nod*


i came home with the intention of making soup, but my dad made me mashed
potatos and porkchops instead. i did go and buy a thermos at walmart though,
so i can have soup tomorrow for lunch.


i'm typing all this offline, because my mom's been on the phone for an hour
and a half. i just checked again, and she's like "there's megan, checking to
see if i'm on the phone, she just wants to get online and "chat" *sigh*" i
was like *shrug, hangs up phone*


hey, random note to anyone who reads this... do you know what a remote access
system is? because aol 6.0 won't install until i have one. apparently.
it's sort of skanky and lame. but, whatever... there's no wrist rest on
this keyboard. so my left hand is dying. i'm gonna have to run downstairs
and grab an old wrist pad in a minute. this is killing me.


oh, and i work tomorrow 5-close too. *SIGH* three days in a row. but, i need
the money, so whatever.


my computer's being a bitch, renata posted this for me. we love renata.


*megan*

9.06.2001

wearing: grey warm up pants (they're awesome like.. sweatpants only in tight bellbottom form) and my big comfy sweater that looks really bad on me, and a pink tank top under the big comfy sweater that looks really bad on me.


on winamp: joshua koback, rhyme (i love this song, i'm going to get married, just so i can play this song at the wedding. and so i can wear a poofy dress, but the wedding rant is a WHOLE other thing, i don't want to taint the "on winamp" catergory with my ramblings... so i'll stop)


feeling: i feel really sick actually. and grumpy because my computer didn't come today (i'm getting a new computer, wooot)


should be: doing my psychology homework *hangs head*


quote:"take a walk with me, down to the fountain, you can throw me in, you can wish for something" --joshuaness--


nails: well. some of them have a very nice nail polish job. and others have no nailpolish at all. i got halfway through taking the old polish off this morning, then i realized i was ten minutes late for school. so i stopped.


thoughts: we got our yearbooks from last year today. i'm in it... five times. that's for my regular picture, drama, close up, and two random candid shots (one of me looking like a moron in band, and one of me yelling at grips during oliver). when i saw the band picture (it's a REALLY big picture of me) i was like "AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!!" and erin came running over to see why i randomly collapsed and started yelling, and then made fun of me for it *sob* oh well.


my sister is obsessed with looking at my yearbook. also, she just got a new hair cut, it's at a length where it NEEDS to be styled in order to not look like crap... and she doesn't style it at all, she hardly brushes it, and it's too short to just pull back in a pony tail. it annoys the hell out of me.


tomorrow's friday. i'm glad. i dont' have p.e. tomorrow. i do have p.e. on monday. but we're playing tennis, and i have friends in my class, so it's REALLY fun. like, yeah. patrick gave us all characters to be.... so that we have motivation for tennis. it's HILARIOUS. and i keep like.... underestimating my strength and whacking the ball so hard it goes on the roof. then stumpf comes over and is like "*SIGH* you're not playing right" and patrick and i respond with french accents (in keeping with our characters), and mr. stumpf gets confused and leaves. good times.


i'm tired.


i'm going to stop blogging.


*megan*

9.04.2001

ah, so i had something to post, but brunching.com's cyborg names got me all distracted and i forgot what it was.


me: M.E.G.: Machine Engineered for Gratification . . .
nic: Is that another term for a hooker?


yeah, i'm amused. and, oh, the thing i meant to post about was.... i went to hear kurt vonnegut lecture tonight. he was hella funny. *nod* i'll rant about him at school tomorrow sometime. so, yeah, if you go to school with me, remind me to rant. or i'll remember myself... or if you're lucky i won't say anything about it at all.


*megan*
Muliple Energy Gateway Across the Netherlands

9.03.2001

stuart rant:


so, stuartness last night. good time had by all. set list....


fall awake
inventions - he wore this crazy mad hatter hat. i totallly need a mad hatter hat.
penguins - i love this song. so much. is it on any of his cds? no. color me bitter.
nothing in between - again, i LOVE this song. yet all i have are mp3s of it. *sob*
seven wonders of the sould - i remember the first time i heard this song live. there was a guy next to me blowing smoke at me and singing along. it pissed me off. i'm like "dude, i did not come here to hear you sing stuart's songs." but he stopped after i accidentally kicked him. *nod*
windmills and wheatfields - i think this is officially when i became worried about nic being frightened and running out of the mill.
babies - i really enjoy this song, but... if you asked my *why* i'd be like "uh, i dunno, leave me alone"
i need
infinity hymn
random unnamed un finished song. guy from audience named it "u-boat" i LOVED it. seriously. it's been in my head. and i'm like "woot, i dont' remember the words, i'm just humming and singing noises!"
transpersonal cowboy
swim - someone nearby kept whispering really loudly "WHAT'S THIS SONG CALLED?" and at least four people answered him, yet he continued asking.
eclipse - me gusta esta song (yay spanglish)
long haired country boy - ok, i heard a random boot of this ages ago, and it amused me to no end. so i was even... more amused to no end (if that makes sense?) by seeing it live.
then... he played somewhere over the rainbow while wandering around stage. *nod*
then he took a break, much cd buying occured, much cd signing occured, much procurring of random latin books occured. *nod*


savoring samsara - this was also a song that caused me to worry about nic
doppelganger - once again... concern for nic and other stuart virgins.
barbie
drown - tried to explain the water trilogy idea to amy, failed... gave up, and just ate cheese bread and flailed in the direction of the stage when asked any questions.
dive - yay water songs
ladders - i like this song live, but the cd version makes me violent.
ah, this song i've heard multiple times, and like, but dont' know the name. it's not on any cds... "if you were me, and you are" "if i were you, and i am" something along those lines.
architecture - i like this song more each time i hear it
it's all just because - i love this song. it's classic stuart to be played loud and enjoyed by all.
giving in - the slow dance song
an elvis costello song that is DRIVING ME MAD. serioulsy. i can sing it all the way through, but cannot figure out the title or which album it's on. it's making me insane.
watching the detectives - i spent most of this song flailing around happily
veronica - same deal. i LOVE this song.
dresden
fault lines
invincible - yay
... song i don't know... newish... "nothing can stop this..." yeah.
love causes cancer
ah, maybe one or two more, i dropped my notebook and stopped writing the songs down. yeah, sorry.


random events to remember... ah, stuart was spitting water all over the front row. then being like "ah, i have a condition, sorry" it was incredibly funny. i felt bad for people who were like... stealth spit on. but, it happens, eh?


whenever he asked for requests, three people behind me would yell "only changing drugs" for like... five minutes straight. i wanted to go kill them with nic's soup spoon.


i called renata, then like, the phone hung up on her, so she called back, and everyone gave me dirty looks. but like, yeah the volume was REALLY low. so bite me you freaks.


stuart talked to renata on the phone after the show, the conversation consisted of "megan's phone is orange, i feel like it should be on bay watch... hey, i think she hung up on me" it was confusing.


ben wrote me a note with "i hope he plays incible" written in it. i was like "incible? what the ... oh... inVINcible. riiiight"


i was annoyed by a great deal of things from audience members. (certain... particular ones) but, who am i to judge, and claim not to be just as annoying? *shrug* whatever.


i think amy really liked him. it makes me really happy to have spread the stuart love. i'm tired. i'm going to stop blogging and go read a book.


*megan*

feeling: hella awful. *sigh* damn side-effects unto hell. *continues sweating and shivering while wrapped in giant blanket*


thoughts: stuart kicked the proverbial ass. as usual. he sorta seemed to be holding back a little bit vocally. maybe he had a cold. *shrug* ah, i wrote down the set list, i will post it, along with rants. but i will do it later, because i'm ill right now, and tired. ah, jane said my archives suck. basically she said my whole site sucked on netscape. and know what i have to say to that? if you're using NETSCAPE, you don't deserve to see my page in it's true format. yeah. i'm going to attempt to fix the archives. i work tomorrow at 9:00, so i prolly won't post til i get home (at 5:00) so, come by panera, and tell me how cool i am. hopefully it won't be too busy *cries* what am i talking about? it's labor day... eveyrone in the world is going to come. and be like "let's go to panera, and take twenty minutes deciding what we want! yeah! there's an idea!" i hate people. bah. and, i lost my name tag. it was so pretty, i miss it so much *sniffle*


yeah, so i just got nail polish all over my knee. and i wasn't even painting my nails. that takes true talent. *tries to get nail polish off of knee, fails* so. yeah, i'll "write" the stuart rant tonight, and post it tomorrow sometime. so, until then, goodnight.


*megan*

9.02.2001

wearing: my blue and burgandy GIANT plaid pants, and my all time favorite long sleeved shirt. it's this weird heathered burgandy color, and i got it for $2 at good will, and it fits soooo nicely, and it's sooooo comfy


on winamp: transpersonal cowboy. stuart davis. who i'm seeing for *thinks* the seventh time tonight. WOOT. yeah, if you live in iowa city, and you're reading this.... you NEED to go see stuart at the mill tonight. $9 at the door. i'll be there, stuart'll be there, TONS of my friends will be there, it'll be good times.


feeling: pretty *flounces hair* really. i'm sorta hoping i find a nice outfit to wear tonight, to continue my feeling pretty.


should be: getting ready... i.e. changing into clothing... rather than pajamas. i'm thinking about wearing my wannabe hippy overthemoon shirt.... and my favorite jeans.


quote: "ask an ugly question, get an ugly answer"


nails: NEED to be re painted and whatnot. *sigh* my nails are so gross today, it's just out of control. i think i'm gonna go fix that as soon as i finish blogging


thoughts: *sigh* so i was supposed to work yesterday. but... yeah, that didn't happen. because i went and spent all day driving around dusty roads with nic, while taking pictures for photography. am i horribly broken up, feeling awful for having missed work? no. no i'm not at all. *Shrug*


*GASP* yaz's last was like... well, just now (like the other day), and renata just told me that SCOTT was mark SCOTT!! *cries* that's like the first time he's gone on as mark in AGES. *feels insanely angry and bitter about not having seen it* dean was roger, and YAZ was maureen! and like, dom was mimi (missing dom doesn't upset me much, since i've seen her tons of times). *sighs* i want this boot. seriously.


ok, i have tons more to say, but i can't handle my nails being all gross. so i'm signing off to go buy new nail polish remover at wal mart, and fix my nails.


*megan*