worked 10-4 today. goodtimes. only not really. nic stopped by to see me, and other nic (who works at panera, but isn't my nic.) got sent home sick, so i couldn't tell my fascinating nic/zac coincidence story to them (they both have brothers named zac... craaazy) ANYwho. went to pier one.... if i get hired there.. MAN, i'm going to like... spend all my money on dishes. and rugs, and stuff. i'd love it though. i'll have to move out (but not by myself!! aaaah!! *quietly has panic attack at thought of living alone*) so that i can actually have use for dishes and such.


i bought a new REM cd a few days ago, and it is FAB. i dunno if it's the newest or not... it's called 'up' and i heart it. i also bought a new purse. it's ubertrendy.... which is... eh. but, it's SO nice, and it's so tiny, but it's like a mary poppins bag, i could put my lamp in there if i needed. i get paid on friday. i'm going to buy some new jazz shoes to start wearing while rehearsing monologues and such... since that's what i'll be wearing... i want to wear them now. i tend to be less clumsy when i have some sort of dance shoe on. it's like, a subconcious thing. and, i'm going to buy a snazzy black shirt to wear for auditons (trivia fact: i always wear all black at auditions. *always* have and always will.... it makes my hair look blonder, and my skin look lighter, and i look prettier under the lights (with the right subtle make up...) and that's the story of why i always wear black.)


i fell asleep when i got home at like 7. and slept til 8. then, went to go see a movie with my dear friends. who ditched me. so no movie was seen. so i came back home and fell asleep again. at like nine. and i had a REALLY weird dream, involving the office at panera, and nudity. crazy shit. and then i had ANOTHER weird dream, just involving panera and panera people. then i woke up at midnight and thought it was morning... and was confused. oh, oh, back to work today. seth didn't show up. and he's tooootally not gonna get in trouble. *grr* but i guess he had a valid reason... stupidity. (noo. i'm being mean...) and we were hella busy, adn there were all these sorority girls running around. and i was scared. and i was like "IT'S WEDNESDAY YOU MORONS! GO HOOOME!" it was like a saturday for about an hour. then i went to target, to get my snazzy purse, then to pier one... maybe i went to pier one first... i dont' remember. but i saw jenny at target. and it was good times. (i heard her laughing, and i'm like "jenny?! jenny evan?! J.E. where are you!?" she has a very distinct laugh. i actually had an ok day. i feel good... i feel great... i feel wonderful... (cookie to whoever knows where that's from...)


uh... tomorrow's thursday, and i don't work. it's like... the only thursday i've ever had off without requesting it offf. craaaazy stuff. i'm actually sleepy, despite all my naps.