devin, i love you, thanks. casey, you can step in to stand up for me when i'm away anytime you like. thanks. ryan, you rock vancouver, thanks. ben, i heart you tons and tons, thanks. rob, i'm not a trollop! well, maybe i am. but you love me anyways. and thank you for being you. your blog made me quite happy in the midst of all this drama.
maybe i should go commit suicide because so many people hate me so much. but then again, that would suck. so i won't. because wait... everyone doesn't hate me. so, i guess i'll just carry on my petty life. *sob sob* i am really holding back from saying what i want to say. but... am i the only petty one? it takes two (well, in this case... three) to tango... or catfight... or some such... also, i wouuld like to include an example of needless hatefulness, so i remember not to divulge in that .... "I'm sorry, Megan, are you IN college? Because I haven't heard such petty melodrama and needless hatefulness since high school, if not junior high." (me either lynn, me either) "I'm sorry you couldn't get out of that town and go somewhere better where you could actually grow as a person and leave your adolescent life behind. Hanging on to old grudges will only make you bitter and angry, and is it REALLY worth it? Grow up." (uh, what? god forbid i go to school where it is affordable and conveinent... i should have forced my dad to pay 30 thousand for that out of state school. damn!) and thank you so much lynn, you example will aid me in my further blogging. dude. i was in cedar falls all afternoon, and i get home and see i have like a zillion comments and i'm like "fuck, a flame war has began... and i wasn't even here to jump in" this used to happen on sonic all the time.
so, what this post is really about is stu in cedar falls tonight. good times, live from studio one at KUNI. great show, stu was very amusing, told how a deer commited suicide on the hood of his car. oh, and rob3t2, i know you aren't needy (at least about being on the radio....) and hey, did kismet or stu or emily tell you that he played doppelganger and dresden for the studio audience after he finished the set? oh, and david-from-ames gave us all some kickass vid booots of last week's sexy messiah and wizard. AND kismet brought me the 400bar boots. katie todd and stu. and played the ann arbor boot so i could hear kyle in the audience dropping stu's phone (i heart my toast twin). oh, when i got there, the first thing david said to me was "ah, the infamous vagina shirt" and i was like "tee hee it has ears." then after the show, we watched some of david's kick ass vid boots on his laptop... a sneak preview of our own little purple discs! then we packed up and went to tony's on the hill for pizza. i saw our waitress a total of three times. she seemed to be rather un fond of us. oh well. a lot of people seem unfond of me lately. stu pictures coming soon. last weekend, this weekend, future weekends! we've got it all.
one more thing... i'm happy. happier than i have ever been. high school for me was not really happy. it was phony and painful. ask and i'll show you the scars. also, maybe this personality isn't the best in the whole world, but i've come out of a lot of shit, and managed to keep going. i have a lot of friends who love me, and who i love. i have a boyfriend who loves me as much as i love him, and will protect me until the end of time < / cheesiness > and the people who have truly influenced ME (maybe not the exact same as what you see in this page) are close to me. i couldn't ask for anything better. devin, kismet, stuart, rob2t3, ben paul (my best friend through good and bad), renata, kait, del, *nina*, iba, pavlina, nic, aaaaaaandrea (And *gasp* aric), derek, michele, ryan, stef, whit.... adnd all the stu folks who have been wonderful, all the rent folks who have rocked my world. the wonderful people i have met through this blog, and through cc.com. kristin and josie and josh and lynn hate me. but i can think of fifty people who don't. and they're the ones i care about. the end.
maybe i should go commit suicide because so many people hate me so much. but then again, that would suck. so i won't. because wait... everyone doesn't hate me. so, i guess i'll just carry on my petty life. *sob sob* i am really holding back from saying what i want to say. but... am i the only petty one? it takes two (well, in this case... three) to tango... or catfight... or some such... also, i wouuld like to include an example of needless hatefulness, so i remember not to divulge in that .... "I'm sorry, Megan, are you IN college? Because I haven't heard such petty melodrama and needless hatefulness since high school, if not junior high." (me either lynn, me either) "I'm sorry you couldn't get out of that town and go somewhere better where you could actually grow as a person and leave your adolescent life behind. Hanging on to old grudges will only make you bitter and angry, and is it REALLY worth it? Grow up." (uh, what? god forbid i go to school where it is affordable and conveinent... i should have forced my dad to pay 30 thousand for that out of state school. damn!) and thank you so much lynn, you example will aid me in my further blogging. dude. i was in cedar falls all afternoon, and i get home and see i have like a zillion comments and i'm like "fuck, a flame war has began... and i wasn't even here to jump in" this used to happen on sonic all the time.
so, what this post is really about is stu in cedar falls tonight. good times, live from studio one at KUNI. great show, stu was very amusing, told how a deer commited suicide on the hood of his car. oh, and rob3t2, i know you aren't needy (at least about being on the radio....) and hey, did kismet or stu or emily tell you that he played doppelganger and dresden for the studio audience after he finished the set? oh, and david-from-ames gave us all some kickass vid booots of last week's sexy messiah and wizard. AND kismet brought me the 400bar boots. katie todd and stu. and played the ann arbor boot so i could hear kyle in the audience dropping stu's phone (i heart my toast twin). oh, when i got there, the first thing david said to me was "ah, the infamous vagina shirt" and i was like "tee hee it has ears." then after the show, we watched some of david's kick ass vid boots on his laptop... a sneak preview of our own little purple discs! then we packed up and went to tony's on the hill for pizza. i saw our waitress a total of three times. she seemed to be rather un fond of us. oh well. a lot of people seem unfond of me lately. stu pictures coming soon. last weekend, this weekend, future weekends! we've got it all.
one more thing... i'm happy. happier than i have ever been. high school for me was not really happy. it was phony and painful. ask and i'll show you the scars. also, maybe this personality isn't the best in the whole world, but i've come out of a lot of shit, and managed to keep going. i have a lot of friends who love me, and who i love. i have a boyfriend who loves me as much as i love him, and will protect me until the end of time < / cheesiness > and the people who have truly influenced ME (maybe not the exact same as what you see in this page) are close to me. i couldn't ask for anything better. devin, kismet, stuart, rob2t3, ben paul (my best friend through good and bad), renata, kait, del, *nina*, iba, pavlina, nic, aaaaaaandrea (And *gasp* aric), derek, michele, ryan, stef, whit.... adnd all the stu folks who have been wonderful, all the rent folks who have rocked my world. the wonderful people i have met through this blog, and through cc.com. kristin and josie and josh and lynn hate me. but i can think of fifty people who don't. and they're the ones i care about. the end.
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