i just talked to rob3t2 for like... four hours. it was a very very nice discussion. this blog entry is dedicated to him, so he can read it at work tomorrow. hello rob (and chris, right?).
first, to abi. thank you for the comments! and i will BE there. i haven't emailed joshy yet. i lied about going to email him. but i'll do it RIGHT now. i really did just email him now. then i got really distracted and emailed devin. i'm in such a good wonderful mood. i'm so sick, and physically i feel awful... and well... mentally i may be a little blurred by antibiotics... but the codeine from this morning has gotta be gone by now. right now i contain fruit, water, and antibiotics. oh my god, my prescription cost $90 today. i almost cried. and i need to work... because i have bills and such to pay every month, you know? and since i've been so sick i haven't been working.... and... i'm not going to have enough money, and i'm goign to have to dip into savings... and i HATE doing that... because my savings is pathetic at best. *SIGH*
in other news, i'm auditioning for 'how to succeed in business without really trying' (from here on known as H2$) at ICCT. which is a very elitest theatre group.... difficult to break into, you know? (aren't ALL theatres difficult to break into? isn't that the big impossibility of theatre? it's a constant battle to get your foot in the door and sell yourself, sell yourself, sell yourself. *sigh* ANYhow..) i don't know much about it. but i'm going to start looking into it a little more. and see if i can get some info about the director (she's a friend or marie's... i discovered that today. and was told that if i can work for ms. hamm and come away 100% happy with her... i'll be able to deal with this director no probllem.... see, i have a fear of directors hating me... yeah.) but... i want to do this show so bad. just to be in the ensemble and sing chorus and dance. just to DO something.... since UI is.... making me quite sad. boo.
i want to discuss rob and my discussion. but... at the same time, i don't want to share it with anyone, because it was such a lovely conversation that i just want to internalize it and remember. and so, off to bed i go. to enjoy my sweet lucid nondual dreams. *blows goodnight kisses to all* goodnight.
first, to abi. thank you for the comments! and i will BE there. i haven't emailed joshy yet. i lied about going to email him. but i'll do it RIGHT now. i really did just email him now. then i got really distracted and emailed devin. i'm in such a good wonderful mood. i'm so sick, and physically i feel awful... and well... mentally i may be a little blurred by antibiotics... but the codeine from this morning has gotta be gone by now. right now i contain fruit, water, and antibiotics. oh my god, my prescription cost $90 today. i almost cried. and i need to work... because i have bills and such to pay every month, you know? and since i've been so sick i haven't been working.... and... i'm not going to have enough money, and i'm goign to have to dip into savings... and i HATE doing that... because my savings is pathetic at best. *SIGH*
in other news, i'm auditioning for 'how to succeed in business without really trying' (from here on known as H2$) at ICCT. which is a very elitest theatre group.... difficult to break into, you know? (aren't ALL theatres difficult to break into? isn't that the big impossibility of theatre? it's a constant battle to get your foot in the door and sell yourself, sell yourself, sell yourself. *sigh* ANYhow..) i don't know much about it. but i'm going to start looking into it a little more. and see if i can get some info about the director (she's a friend or marie's... i discovered that today. and was told that if i can work for ms. hamm and come away 100% happy with her... i'll be able to deal with this director no probllem.... see, i have a fear of directors hating me... yeah.) but... i want to do this show so bad. just to be in the ensemble and sing chorus and dance. just to DO something.... since UI is.... making me quite sad. boo.
i want to discuss rob and my discussion. but... at the same time, i don't want to share it with anyone, because it was such a lovely conversation that i just want to internalize it and remember. and so, off to bed i go. to enjoy my sweet lucid nondual dreams. *blows goodnight kisses to all* goodnight.
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