i totally know that there should have been a comma there rob. i was in an irate hurried mood and when it finally published, iwas like "i dont' want to go back and edit that... and even if i did, i bet it wouldnt' make a difference. grr."


i got so totally trashed last night. it was bad. it was fun. but bad. we went to a big icctheatre party and brenton and i had like... three separate heart to heart talks. while sitting and smoking. eew. the only time i ever smoke is when drunk. because smoking and drinking fit together so well, because they're both so BAD. blaaah.


rehearsal today was great up until the point when i passed out. then it wasn't so much great as kind of melodramatic and not fun. they weren't going to let me drive home. but they did.... and now i'm gonna eat something (and drink some water) before i call derek back and we go to see chicago (FINALLY... how long have i been trying to see this goddamn movie?!)


i'm still a wee bit dizzy. i'm so not drinking like i did last night, then not eating. i so brought this on myself.