*sob* someone commented that they'll hang out with me on friday.... but didn't sign their comment. so i have no idea who it is. i would guess abi or pavlina..... but i'm not sure. so, ifyou commented on my last post, you need to tell me who you are.


friday night. fetish party. i really want people to come!! since i'm not having a party, i really want my friends (all like...two of them...) to come out with me. la la la. please please please. if you are single, or whatever, or hate valentines day.... come hang out with me so i don't feel all sad, and get all drunk and embarrass myself or something equally stupid.


so, tomorrow. you also need to come to studio thirteen (i'm such a bar ho.) michelle and steff and i are doing our thing tomorrrow for open stage. starts at 10, but we're gonna go last.... so 10:30ish. it's gonna be fucking awesome, we worked everything out today.... and it's AWESOME.


rehearsal tonight... i want to scream and cry and throw things. the women did not need to be called. we didn't do anything alll night. grr. please find a way to waste more of my time. really, i would love that.


i have been REALLY depressed about my birthday and valentines day... REEEEALLY depressed. i'm dreading it. up until this week, i've been SO excited. all "my birthday's coming!!!" and now i'm like "*sob* i hate my life." whenever valentines is mentioned. oh well, i'm gonna look so fucking hot in my little outfit on friday. if i really wanted a guy, i could definitely walk my ass over to the s(c)ummit and pick up some frat boy. but i'm going to the gay bar to avoid that kind of thiing ^_^ though...i've defnitely had my share of straight boys at s13. whatever.


grrrrr valentines day.