let's see. since we last talked.... what's up?


i had another mad-at-derek dream last night, i don't remember what it was.... i remember telling him about it, but not what it was. man. aaaaaanywho, i'd like to clarify that i don't have angry dreams because derek makes me mad, or because derek's mean, but because i'm a dork. and, i agree with missy, about it depending on sleeping. i think it happens because derek's pillow is like.... the biggest pillow in the entire world. and i can't sleep on it, so i don't, then i'm alll "aaah i don't have a pillow" and craziness ensues. or something to that effect. so, to solve this problem, i'm going to leave a spare pillow at derek's because i have THREE pillows. and i usually only use one or two at a time, so it would be beneficial to all if i just took care of this. yes. i would also like to mention that derek wasn't drunk last night, he could still rephrase things.... and rephrasing, my friends, is the sure sign of sobriety.


nothing bad came of my paranoid feeling the other day. well, my car broke again. but aside from that.... nothing. i've been driving derek's jeep, so i look all sexy whenever i'm driving, because jeeps are sexy. and so am i! wooo! *egotistic moment*


ok, i totally just realized missy's comment said she's going to be in iowa in ten days. OH MY GOD!!! i'm so excited, i haven't seen missy in forever! forever!!! ah!! yay!!! *flailflailflail* wait.... *consults calender* are you going to be here the weekend of the 11th, 12th, and 13th?!!?? because i'm going to be in milwaukee all weekend! nooooooooooo. *cries* maaaan. missy, call me! i don't know if you have my number.... but im me, and i'll give it to you. veryloudbeep. hey, i found out a bunch of people didn't get that my aim sn is veryloudbeep as in "that was a very loud beep, i don't even know if this is working, mark mark are you there..." etc etc. as in, rent. for those who have no idea what i'mt alking about.... oh well.


i have so many things to do. and all of them involve appointments with people (well, not ALL of them, but most.) and, i need to figure out what the hell my living situation is going to be next year. like, soon. because i'm going to move out in august. man, i kinda wish i could leave earlier, but eh. dude, a big piece of our house fell off. stupid shoddy trailer construction. oh, and the other night, i stopped home to get some stuff, and our teevee was gone. i was like "hmmm, brad either took it to patv, or someone stole the teevee." (brad took it, if you're wondering.)


hey, derek, i wanted to steal your la cage aux folles cd.... but it wasn't in the case. *sniffle*


i need to go blow dry my hair, because i'm gonna go to work. wooooohooooo work! (seriously) come see me! i'm such a dork at work. (well, i'm always a dork. but i'm REALLY dorky at work.) i'm all peppy. it's crazy.


i want to go swimming.


i am really not focused on blogging. i'm sorry. i really need to sit down and actually blog about events that have been occuring. not that there are a lot.... but still. ok, i will work on that. from sunday til today. i'll get RIGHT on that. i proooomise.