oon a side note...

i'm in love with gabe.


everyone i know would kill me if they found out. but... truth be told... he's who i think about, here, now.... i feel horrible for still having feelings, i mean... i'm supposed to love derek. i do. oh my god, i do. but, when i see gabe... my heart stops, my stomach drops, and he's all i can see.


am i with the wrong person?


what the hell do i do?