so, i got up at like.... 8 am yesterday after sleeping approx. 4 hours. i haven't slept since then. no real reason. didn't do anything but hang out at home last night.... but when i lay down, i cough so hard that i can't breathe, so there wasn't much sleeping going on. sucked a lot.


so, i've been awake for.... *counts* 32 hours straight? yikes. i'll be that's not really good for me.....


oh well.... nothing to be done, i guess. i'm off to work.


hey kids, if you try to call and it says that i'm disconnected, it's due to my massive phone bill (i also have a ticket and another random payment ($150) to make asap. making a grand total of like.... $400 needed by the end of the month. i *think* i can do it. we'll see.) the phone should hopefully be back on by monday? tuesday maybe? like, a week from today at the latest. i'm so surprised they haven't shut it off yet. if you want to make a donation, go to verizon and tell them you want to make a payment on my phone number. i literally have about..... $15 to my name right now. so that's another $235 left to go. $90 on friday will make it $145 left..... hopefully hopefully have $50 coming from my dad... which leaves another $90. which i might have next week. *SIGH* and i will be living on change for the next... oh, decade. goooood times.


i need to go find a shirt to wear.... because i've been wearing short shorts and a sports bra all day. now i'm wearing jeans and a sports bra.... and i should PROLLY wear a shirt to work. just a thought. (but really, what are they gonna do, fire me on my last day? yeeeeah.) i really really want to sleep. i could go to sleep for an hour if i do it now.... but i'm worried it'll make it worse.... wait though..... people who remember the rent rushes of yesteryear.... prolly also recall that i have stayed up for 48 hours, with only one two hour nap. a mini nap may be exactly what i need. i always dream a lot during them.... and that's good for you.... so i'm gonna do that. ok. bye kids.