bah.

(see, i'm already forgetting!!)
feeling: all sad. grr.
wearing: one of my all time favorite shirts... it's button down, and has blue paisleys and flowers all over it. and is this really thin gauzy fabric.... and i love it. even though the buttons always pop open and i find myself sharing a lot more than i intended. anywho, that, and a pair of enormous jeans, also abercrombie from preferred stock.... they WERE size two when i bought them.... but for some reason they're HUGE now.
reading: same
listening: not a damn thing
eating: everything. because i'm fat.
should be: not eating. but, sleeping.


doh, so...


patrick.... my once best friend... is writing a play. about our group of friends. and my character in this play... is the stupidest, sluttiest, least likeable person ever. i'm pissed. because.... i'm not a slut. and i like to think that i'm fairly intelligent. grr. ruin my mood why don't you. ... one of my best friends apparently thinks nothing more of me than... stupid. and slutty. i dress the way i do because it makes me feel good, so fuck off. grr. is this all anyone thinks of me? great. juuuuust great.