does it bother anyone else that blogger hasn't been working properly for like... a month? i've been thinking of switching to blogger pro, just because i'm so goddamn sick of this. publish blogger, or i will eat your children!

dude, i spent forever trying to get that junk to publish. grrr.


abi and michael and everyone else i forgot or misplaced, COMMENT. otherwise you will remain forever not there. abi and michael will be added as soon as i am at home for more thant five minutes. this is the first time i've been home since like.... thursday morning. wait, wednesday. since wednesday. yay for not sleeping at my house and being all skankytrashy in the morning at class.


ok, i'm off for now, but i promise an update.... someimte.... even though i'm leaving now and prolly not coming home until after rehearsal tomorrow.


and, i think that kayla and tim and thang and i found our first potential house for next year! yay!

aaah!! abi you're not there! i remember typing your thingy though! because it was about how you have a nose. grrr. stupid website. *goes to beat up blogger and frowl.org*

blogger is so not publishing. bitch.


fuck you blogger. fuck you.

i'm at tim's house. we're gonna watch margaret cho. kayla's talking to her boyfriend, tim's doing dishes, i'm blogging, and thang's at class, but he's coming over later. he just doesn't realize that he's doing that. mmmm. i don't *have* to be home tonight. but i'm gonna go home. woooohoo. kayla's telling her boyfriend about our sweet release pills. he doesn't seem to think they're as cool as we think they are.


we're listening to the hercules soundtrack. megara's song rocks. "i won't say i'm in love" *hums* tim's obsessed with hercules.


ok. i'm done. i don't have ANYTHING else to say.

lalala. i should be in class. but i'm not. *hangs head*


i'm hungry. and i need to go to the credit union.


and i need to call rue 21, and the registrar at UI


oh. big news....... i think i'm not going to go to south dakota after all. (i didn't officially make the announcement here... but if you've been hanging out with me... you know that i was all set to move to south dakota first semester next year....) but. there are all of a sudden so many reasons to stay.


more big news... i updated the who's who. the font is tiny. but i don't feel like fixing it. so hat! i mean... so ha!


i hate wednesday. but, happy hump day to everyone else.

oh, and they played "time after time" which is totally the romy and michelle song. and kayla and i danced so totally awesomely. yeah.

ok. i'm going to blog about everything since thursday. since i really haven't been too complete in my entries.... since i've been getting home at like... 6am. yeah. so, here we go... if you're kayla or thang or tim... you will be VERY present in this. since i have spent almost every waking moment with kayla, thang and tim.


thursday tim and thang and i went to bowling for columbine, and it was awesome. derek called me like... right before the previews started and we decided to meet at the alley cat after the movie. fuck, at studio thirteen. it's not the alley cat anymore. boo. anywho, so the preview started and tim started beating me telling to get off the phone, so i was like "Ack. bye derek!" and pretty much hung up on him. whoops. so, the movie was incredible. if you haven't seen it, go go go go see it. then we went to pancheros and thang ate a burrito in like... thirty seconds. then we walked over to studio thirteen, and it was really really really cold. thang and i went in, and tim walked home in the fridgidness. (tim is always walking places in the cold. brrr.) so we found derek at studio 13, watched the end of the drag show, and danced until about 1:30. then we all walked to the parking ramp so i could drive derek home because he was a wee bit tipsy. he was like "you should drive me home in my car, then you can drive home from there!" and i was like "in your car?" and he's like "yeaaah! you can just stop by and we'll go back and get your car tomorrow!" and i'm like "my parents might ask some questions if they wake up and my car's gone and there's a jeep liberty there instead...." he was like "naaaaah" and i'm like "i could just be like "no dude.... mom... i swear, that IS my car." i bet she'd believe me..." but we decided she prolly wouldn't so we took my car. good story, yes?


and that was thursday. friday i go to class at 9:30... UGH. not fun. i didn't do ANYthing on friday. i went to see just married. by myself. i'd never gone to a movie alone before. it was ok. i was home and asleep by 1am. it was NICE.


friday was pretty uneventful. oh, tim left me a charming message at like.... 1:30am though. "megan! it's tim. i am at a friend's apartment, having some alcoholic beverages, and i just wanted to say hi, and i love you." i was like "aww."


saturday. got up at 10:30... messed around doing nothing.... went to rehearsal at 1.... worked on coffee break choreography for like... a hour. then SAT ON MY ASS AND DID NOTHING FOR FOUR HOURS. grrrr. TJ and brad worked on the company way dance. and we worked like... three scenes. SUCH a waste of a saturday rehearsal. kayla was there the whole time too.... and worked for maybe five minutes. ugh. *calms self* so, went home and made myself pretty for ushering for one flew over cuckoo's nest. jessica (my fellow usher) and i had a most enjoyable time. and the show was very good. i didn't like the lighting. but over all very good. i almost cried. i asked gary if i could ush him. (he's always like "i'm your usher for this evening.... may i ush you?" but he was there seeing the show, so it was my job to ush HIM.) gary has done my hair since forever. i love him dearly. after the show, kayla and thang and i hung out in the lobby and were crazy while we waited for tim and his orange shirt to get his shit together. then we went to blockbuster, then to hy vee, then to tim's house. where we watched romy and michelle (mmmm alan) and margaret cho. oh my god. she is so hilarious. "why can't you come when i fuck you?! i can't COOOOOOOME when you fuck me!" "mmmm this is way too much, could i have a pussy bag?" "dont' be mad guys...i totally ate carla. she's my fucking best friend and i ATE her!" oooh dear god. hilarious. kayla and i fell off the couch multiple times. and we had some interesting discussions after the movie.... about how kayla gives awesome head... and about vaginas... and such. *nod* gay boys are so squeamish about vaginas.


so we left tim's at like....6:15, and he went to work. and stayed up from like.... 12ish? saturday til 2am sunday. crazy. so, that was saturday. so much fun. ah.


sunday thang called and got me up at 2. then we played phone tag and i called kayla, who called thang, who called kayla who called me.... and we went to carlos o kelley's. and ate, and our waitress told us that fried ice cream is made from balls. and we laughed. then we got rings out of the gum ball machines, and kayla and i decided to be planeteers. THEN we went to thangs, and looked at the IKEA catalogue forever. then to strike. where we broke things. and steffani got her hair stuck in a power drill. but brad (mr. twimble) saved her. then brad decided that we should all be on his public access show. and his radio show. and gave us these supplements that are called sweet release, and are supposed to give you flavored body fluids. mmmm. kayla and mine are orange flavored now. theeeen brad decided that instead of planeteers, kayla and i should be sinateers. and he'd be captain sin. it's the best. after strike kayla and i went to daum to get her stuff, then to my house to get mystuff, then to steffani's to get ready. then we went to studio thirteen. and we were the first ones there! wooooo us! and the drag queens were all sitting in makeup and sweats watching the super bowl. it was hilarious. drag show was kickin. derek stopped by, then was ill, so went home. but i was like "you haaave to come back!" and he did. and just sat down and was like "you're a brat." i felt minorly bad making him come back when he was sick.... but i guess my powers of persuasion just kick ass. THEN some guy hit on me. like, i was kneeling on a stool behind tim to ask him something, and this guy bear hugged me and pulled me down, and iw as like... aaah. and he kept like... holding on to me, and was like "i HAD to meet you. you're gorgeous. incredible. i've been watching you all dancing, and i just had to meet you..." and said he'd buy my drinks for the night. and i was like "no thanks....." since i was driving kayla home and such. and i'm in a drunken state even when sober.... so i dont REALLY need to drink. yeah. so i was like "aaah derek, i got hit on by a guy! who was scary!" and derek was like "haha, you got molested." and i was like grr. after derek left and i was dancing with girls, i got hit on by a total bull dyke (johnny's term, not mine!) johnny came over and pointed at this woman... and was like "she thinks you're FABulous. look at her showing off for you girl!" and i was like "aaaah johnny! heeeelp!" but he didnt. so i danced with her one song. (much to everyone elses amusement) THEN this guy who works there hit on me.... and wanted to buy me a drink, and i said no.... so he bought me a bottled water (well, got me one... since he's a bartender i guess) and we danced for awhile.... and i was lijke "aaah, go away." but i was being to nice. i feel bad. aw. he asked for my number and to cook me dinner, and i was sooooo noncommittal, i felt so bad. aw.


so then i took kayla home, but there were like... a million police cars in front of her dorm.... and she was way drunk, so we were like "aaah!!" so she slept at my house. and i took her to work at 8. and i'm really tired. i was gonna go take a nap.... but i have voice at 3:30. and i need to run some errands. and shower. eeew i'm so smokey. the first thing i said to kayla this morning was "i smell SO bad." and she was like "*sigh* me too."


ok. bye kids!!

dude. just got home. what is my problem?!!?


one flew over the cuckoo's nest was awesome.


i don't dig writing in paragraphs when i'm fucking tired.


romy and michelle's high school reunion ROCKS. kayla and i are gonna learn the corny dances and do them at the alley cat. tomorrow, (today) at the drag show. dig it like dirt.


margaret cho is so hilarious. baaaaahhhhhhhhhk. "guys i so totally ate carla. she's my fucking best friend and i ate her!" "knock knock..." as a result of her.... we are going to be so obnoxious.


i feel SO drunk. and i'm not at all. 100% sober, but very sleep deprived.


ugh. what else? oh my god. had so much fun tonight. we're gonna make our lives into a reality show, and mtv is gonna kill to have us on.


alright, it's SO beyond time for bed.

dude, fucking blogger not publishing shit. fuck.


i JUST got home.


i have class in five hours.


i smell all smokey


i got kissed by a drag queen.


bowling for columbine is incredible. see it.


my mascara is ALL over my face. party on.


i have so many emails.... that i opened the inbox.... was like "holy fuck" and closed it.


i have three voicemails.


i'm going to bed.

aaagh wednesday! 9:30am - 9:30pm on campus. classes classes classes! throw rehearsal in to the mix and i just about die.


but it's ok. because i feel really fabulous.


and dude, my TA for psychology emailed me to tell me he loves stuart! like... we had to fill out little "about me" things, and say what kind of music we like.... and i said stuart. and he emailed me all "wow! no one has EVER put that!" it was so random. but yay!


ok. i'm super tired. and i work tomorrow. and i'm going to the movie tomorrow. and i NEED to mail some stuff and run errands tomorrow. booo.


ok. bedtime for megan.


oh oh oh! paulina! i got your email! i'll call you!

ok kids. drag show on sunday is go. also, bowling for columbine, the late show on thursday (most of us don't have rehearsal) soooooo. sunday. michelle, steffani, me, thang (pronounced "tong" "spell it like "wild thang" say it like the kitchen utensil, tong." he cracks me up), tim, breeze, mmmm who else? kayla! she's coming. mmmm jessica and TJ will be there because they're always there. i think that's all. and i'm supposed to call derek. but i haven't. i'm also supposed to call ryan/crystal. and... *thinks* i think that's everyone i was suppposed to call. mmmmm!! what about other ryan?! stage manager ryan. i should call him and his wifey too. yeeeah. ok. so that's the drag show situation. i dunno when we're meeting/who i'm bringing/if i'm driving/what the exact deal is. i think i may have plans friday, otherwise we'd go to THAT show. but whaaatever. so, if you wanna come to the drag show with us, give me a call. if you dont' have my number.... comment, and i'll email you.


rehearsal today was crazy. the coffee break song is SO crazy. dancing woo! on carpet! booo. it was fun though. and we all had bonding time. yay we love eachother. it's so weird having little kids in the cast. well, not little kids. little kid choruses are normal.... but like..... 14 and 15 year olds. but rex is in it! (not rex mcdonald, rex vandorpe, he was in oliver and tons of other stuff.) aaanywho, i love rexy. eeever since oliver. his mom's in it too. we lean on eachother alot during ther coffee song. because we're distressed about the coffee situation. *nod*


we had much fun today. i don't think michelle even had to be there.... *thinks* she was there, but i dont' remember her doing anything. i think she left waaaay early. barby isn't too clear about who needs to be there when. we were all so confused. *Sigh*


i'm gonna go to bed. class tomorrow and such! erin and i have class together!!!! and we're gonna have lunch together toooo. with the nate. the nate, i dont' know WHY i typed that. i'm so weird. byeee kids.

ok kids. drag show on sunday is go. also, bowling for columbine, the late show on thursday (most of us don't have rehearsal) soooooo. sunday. michelle, steffani, me, thang (pronounced "tong" "spell it like "wild thang" say it like the kitchen utensil, tong." he cracks me up), tim, breeze, mmmm who else? kayla! she's coming. mmmm jessica and TJ will be there because they're always there. i think that's all. and i'm supposed to call derek. but i haven't. i'm also supposed to call ryan/crystal. and... *thinks* i think that's everyone i was suppposed to call. mmmmm!! what about other ryan?! stage manager ryan. i should call him and his wifey too. yeeeah. ok. so that's the drag show situation. i dunno when we're meeting/who i'm bringing/if i'm driving/what the exact deal is. i think i may have plans friday, otherwise we'd go to THAT show. but whaaatever. so, if you wanna come to the drag show with us, give me a call. if you dont' have my number.... comment, and i'll email you.


rehearsal today was crazy. the coffee break song is SO crazy. dancing woo! on carpet! booo. it was fun though. and we all had bonding time. yay we love eachother. it's so weird having little kids in the cast. well, not little kids. little kid choruses are normal.... but like..... 14 and 15 year olds. but rex is in it! (not rex mcdonald, rex vandorpe, he was in oliver and tons of other stuff.) aaanywho, i love rexy. eeever since oliver. his mom's in it too. we lean on eachother alot during ther coffee song

paulina! we should so skip school and go! *corrupts paulina* who needs lectures?!


ok, i've now promised FIVE different people that i'll go see chicago with them. *sigh* and all this weekend. i'll have a busy weekend, what with the drag show and the chicagoing and such.


i bought a shirt (well, it's hardly qualified to be a shirt...) at wet seal today. because it was on HELLA sale. and it's SO fecking sexy. it's like, a corset, and it's burgandy/purple with lighter purple flowers and darker burgandy flowers. it's SO cool. i love it. and it was twelve dollars. *is super happy* i should get a bunch of people to come with me to the alley cat.... (excuuuuuuuuse me, "studio thirteen") and we should get all vamped up. i'm so lazy that i don't get myself all dolled up ever. *sigh*


hmmmm. class today. lecture and discussion. but we didn't have discussion. because we didnt' really have much to discuss. tomorrow though.... HOLY cow i've got a lot of stuff tomorrow. and it's my little sister's birthday. OH MY GOD, I HAVE REHEARSAL IN LIKE..... TWENTY MINUTES *flail* i totally lost track of time. ok. so i'm off. maybe i'll blog MORE later. maybe. i need to call or email rob. but my phone REALLY doesn't like calling him. it never works. i'll have to email him. hi rob!


*goes to rehearsal*

also, to whom it may concern. derek and i changed our ages today. he's twenty four, and i'm twenty six. just so you know.


*is cold*


i wanna go to the drag show on sunday. *pause* i think i will. wanna come?

this human girl has been buuuuusy.


well. kind of. today at least. hey, i discovered today that i left my shampoo at stuart's brother's house. *sob*


i had to wash my hair with my old shampoo. and it sucked.


theeeen. did all sorts of stuff. ALL sorts of stuff. running errands, getting my sister, tried to go to chicago with derek. but we were wildly unsuccessful. he called me, so i calle back and was like "i always have my phone on, i'm a cellphone addict, call me back." then went up stairs to get my hairbrush. then came back downstairs, and he'd called and i missed it. the message was like "YOU SAID YOU ALWAYS AAANSWER!" so, after that exciting game of phone tag we decided to go to see chicago. then we got SO lost. (i think i figured out where we went wrong) and then it was sold out. and we were sad. so we went to carlos o kelley's. and had some chicken cheese things. and derek had fried ice cream (sidenote: i've had fried ice cream once, and it was scary.) derek however, is not afraid of fried ice cream. good for him. theeeeeen i went to rehearsal, and derek tackled michelle in the parking lot and she almost peed her pants. then he tackled steffani, and she almost slugged him. now they're making fun of me because derek and i are hanging out *shakes fist at michelle and steffani* but steffani took me home tonight (since derek drove me there and i didn't have my car) so i shouldn't be shaking my fist at her. and michelle's hilarious. so i guess she gets off too. aaaah what else?


class starts tomorrow. aaaaaaaah.


i'm gonna listen to chicago, and clean my room.... and get ready for tomorrow!!!! and look at my schedule to figure out when we can attempt to see chicago again. i'm thinking next weekened, but derek may be making a whirlwind bahamas trip (just kidding, he changed his mind... wouldn't it be nice to do that though? "i wanna go to the bahamas this weeekend *pause* ok. i will.") aaaaanywho. i'm going to get to see it. and SOON. i neeeed to see it. *sigh*


goodnight all.

there aren't any comments.... because everyone who had a comment has been with me this weekend.


i'm at stuart's brother's house. aaaand we're getting ready to go to the airport. and ragstock. and various other locations.


the snaggs show last night was so great. david and abi recorded it, and i'm going to harrass them until they give me a copy. or at least a few mp3s or videos. ahm... what else? la la la.... today we need to get batteries for our walkie talkies (travis brought walkie talkies so the caravan of cars could stay in touch. we're going back into chicago now, aaaaand we're gonna shop! woo! aaaand then we're gonna go see chicago (the movie) in the quad cities tonight. maybe. i might wanna just go home, because allison got home today, and i haven't seen her since like.... new years and she went to disney and such. but.... whatever, i'll decide later.

hey kids, be glad that you can't hear what's going on right now, because i'm at the LOUDEST band rehearsal ever. it's pretty rockin though. doppelganger is rocking as we speak. well, as *i* type. but yeah. so. i'm in rockford right now, rehearsal for the snaggs/stuart show at kryptonite tonight. i'm uber excited about it. so excited that i used the word 'uber'.


i'm on an imac right now, and the keyboard is highly questionable. but i'm sure it's ok. aaaaaaaaaaah. mmmmmm. the key repeat on this thing is fucking out of control. aaaaaaaaaaaaanywho, i'm gonna do a brief litle discussion of last night in chicago. becaaaause... RENATA AND MIRIAM WERE THERE! and it was goodtimes. i got like... claustrophobic lightheaded hungry not good feeling like... five songs into the show, and left to go sit in the dining room with travis. and we ate, and it was nice. and i could STILL hear stuart, i wasn't ditching him like he kept implying. "you don't even like me anymore! you came here to see renata, you came to the last show to see bree sharp, i see how it is!" but.... aah, i'll be there for the whole show tonight. i promise. let's see.... so.... yesterday, we went and picked up rob at the airport, then we went to uncommon ground and hung out and drank lots of lattes and chai teas and such things. like.. LOTS of drinks. i had several hot cocoas, because they are so excellent. and they come in bowls. it's like a soup bowl of hot chocolate. mmm. ssssso, we find renata .... well, she calls me, because i'm downstairs in the greenroom listening to stuart play beyond belief like..... eight times in a row. dude, this computer is such a mac. i love macs. they rock the kazbah. is that spelled with a c? i don't know. ANYHOW. i hung out with renata for awhile, then casey got there, and i hung out with her too... then we went to the actual playing music room place. which was FULL of people. holy cow. aaaaaaaaaaaaannd.......... mm.... yeah.


then we went to stu's brother's house (dude, his brother is so great letting us stay there. we're staying there tonight too. which is hella wonderful. since i am SO BROKE. *sniffle* DUDE. DUUUUDE!!!! they're playing surfaces!! a band show with surfaces!! aaah! *flail* sorry, i'm ruining the suspense of what'll be played. i'll stop.


COMPLETELY random sidenote: i'm readng "my name is asher lev" has anyone ever read that? i want to discuss it with someone, because i LOVE IT. but no one i'm with has ever even heard of it.


so. mmm. yeah.... i'm REALLY glad we're staying at stu's brother's house again tonight. yay! mmm.... whaat else? i don't think there was anything else about this weekend. though, i did want to mention H2$ rehearsals. we had our first reeeeeal rehearsal on thursday. and it was good. we all sang... and it's gonna be such a fun show. the guy that plays mr. biggley is HILARIOUS. and i heart kayla SO much. she plays hedy, and she's from clinton, and like.... knows rob. and and and she knows louise, who is ben's friend from some camp.... so i was ike "do you konw ben paul?" (because everyone in the whole world knows ben) and she was like "well, i know of him...." yeah. and her aunt works with my mom, and i don't think they like eachother. but. kayla is neato. she's gonna read this and be like "wow, megan's a big dork. who blogs during stuart rehearsals.... about musicals. she's crazy." yeah.


so, the general idea of that last paragraph was.... everyone in the show seems to be really awesome. oh, david-from-ames called a little while ago, and when my phone vibrated it scared me half to death. like, way more than it should have. i startle easily. ok, i'm spent. bye kids.

alright. to try to make up for not blogging ever.... i'm going to actually sit down and blog. it may not be very interesting, or in any kind of chronological order.... but it will be a blog. *nod*


so. where to begin? work last week? i don't remember too much (i have a terrible memory...) but... we have a word of the day every day. tricia and melissa and i started it. and when marin was back, she participated, and sometimes jenny participates.... but it's mostly me and tricia and melissa. (speaking of them.... since i'm gonna have to stay at panera (boo) i should really get the who's who up for work and for everything. teehehe.) aaaanywho, some of our words of the day last week were.... *thinks* "edgy" for the day when all the corporate st louis people came to video tape us. and eat lunch in our store.... "the impending arrival of our corporate managers is making me quite edgy" or "boy tricia, you sure do seem edgy." the next day was.... shenanigans? maybe? i feel like i'm missing a day. i really didn't feel shenanigans. it was definitely not my favorite word of the day. i don't remember the rest of them though. "irate" may have been one.... "fiasco" was one... but last week i think. i'll let you know what tomorrow's is. so... that was work last week (very exciting things going on at panera *nod*)


i have like... exactly fifty hours on this next paycheck. which is good. because i need money. thus far, i have two and a half hours towards the next paycheck. woooo big money. i get paid on friday. i have to pick it up friday morning so that i'll have money for the upcoming chicago/rockford adventure! *is excited* but ... i'm gonna be on a major budget.... which is sad. *is sad* but, it'll be ok. dude, i have to buy books! (which really isn't as dire as it may seem... since i charge them to my uinversity bill... which my dad pays. pooooor me.) but, i have a really exciting schedule next semester! yay!


i'm taking philosophy, religion and society, psychology, interpretation of lit, a theatre seminar, and dance. aaaand working, and being in a show! *celebrates being in a show* seriously guys, i'm so excited for this show. i love love love being in a cast so so so so so sooooo much. i cannot wait for rehearsals to get going. and crew work! i wanna build the set! hopefully it will not have bricks on it though. the rocky horror set had enough bricks to last me forever. over 600 styrofoam bricks on that set. go look at the pictures, and see how nice they look. there are like six layers of splattered and sponged paint on those stupid things. grrr. i have a two pairs of pants and a shirt that have brick paint on them. it's ok though, it's the light grey, and it blends *nod* .... aaaaanywho, H2$'s set had better not have bricks. it'll be cool though. *nod* i'll keep you updated on the set. and the show. *nod*


heeey, i was thinking of making a section that was my resume and headshot. i'm not sure why.... i just feel like it might be nice. *shrug*


also, maybe a "shows" page. with some shots from some of the shows i've done. *considers* like, pages like the one i have for rocky.... but for alice, and then for H2$ too. i would enjoy that. and it's my website, so i can do what i want.


i'm talking to my cousin patrick. he's my biggest fan. he's like... my only fan. it's weird how he can be my biggest fan without ever having seen me in a show.... oh well.


i'm so out of things to talk about. i'm trying to keep going for rob..... but it's not working........ *trails off*


goooooodnight all.

ok... blogger is being a jerk. and it's making me sad. even though i'm all happy about h2$. grrr. blogger. grrr.

*flailflailflail* i got a part i got a part!


*even bigger flailing* michelle got rosemary!! the lead! yaaaaaaaay!! when barbara (the director) called to tell me i got a part, i was like "mmmm michelle??" and she was like "michelle's going to be rosemary" and i was like "YAY!!" i'm SO excited. rehearsal tomorrow at 6:30! get to meet everyone! i feel so good right now. yay!


aaand, i haven't seen mike to tell him that i'm going to stay at panera (booo. but yay because i'm in the show!) so, i'm gonna go in to work early tomorrow to discuss with jeff about staying, and my weird schedule that is needed.... (like, three hour shifts. woooo fun.)


ok. maybe more blogging later.... but for now, i'm spent.

mmm.


i had auditions for "how to succeed" today. very.... scary. only not really. only once or twice. i hope i make it. and there's a couple other people i really hope make it. like michelle! from rocky!! i LOVE michelle! (we went to auditons together. it was GREAT fun.) i made the director laugh really hard... which is good i guess. she was like "are you a soprano? or an alto?" and i was like "Well, marie says i'm a soprano, but i REALLY don't believe her" (it's so high!) but barbara (the director) thought it was funny, but agrees with marie. and a random friend of marie's came over to reassure me that i am indeed a soprano... and to tell me i had a pretty voice, and i was like "i love you!" ah, good times. i know for sure that i didn't get a lead (and i dont' want anyone being all "now you can't be suuuure!" because i am. i don't have the voice for a lead in this show, i have the voice for a chorus member. also, i'm not OLD enough for a lead in this show. so don't try to tell me i could get a lead, because i didn't, and you'll just annoy me.)


they're going to call people tomorrow to let them know about casting stuff. agh.


if cast.... i think i'm going to have to stay at panera. because they're they only people who will even make an effort to accomodate my schedule. and while.... i don't want to stay, and my last day is supposed to be wednesday.... i'm going to have to if i get cast. which makes me have mixed feelings about everything. especially since there's another show that'll be starting soon after H2$... and i'd have to stay at panera then too. *sigh* *SIGH* oh well, it'll make mike happy. he's been begging me to stay for quite awhile.


alright. i have some school getting ready stuff to do before i go to bed. so i'm going. buh byee.

*grouchy*


... well, not really grouchy per se.... but not in a blogging mood, and not cheerful.


just wanted to let everyone know that whatever was downstairs left me alone last night.

dude, i swear that i've blogged since that last entry. oh well, whatever.


my computer is having HELLA issues. like... i don't know what it's problem is. but it's really being a bitch, and quite franklly, i'm sick of it. *glares at computer* it's working better now that it was earlier. but still no good.


i burned my tongue on some steamed milk at work today. aaaah it was so terrible. it really ruined my whole day, i can't taste anything right. booo.


yesterday rob called me (ooh, yesterday i also ran ino ex boyfriend rob. but i don't think he saw me. so i didn't really run into him so much as see him. uh. yes.) aaanywho, r3t2 called. and i was at the gas station with josten, and we were looking for popcorn (which i found right after rob called). and i talked to rob, and he was all concerned because we walked to the gas station.... but it's REALLY close to jos's house, so it's ok. right rob?


there are scary noises coming from downstiars. *is scared* hey guys, if you don't ever hear from me again, assume that whatever's downstairs got me.


apparently coporate panera people are coming to take our pictures tomorrow? because the coral ridge panera was like.... the best iowa panera? (yet they all like to tell us how much we suck. and be mean to us, and rude, and make us cry in the back hallway. yeah. stupid jerks.) ANYwho. we all have to be like... 100% perfect on the dress code business tomorrow. which means i need to do laundry.... yet... i'm not... i'll just pretend that my polo shirt's clean (it's *kinda* clean, i'm sure no one will notice. and if they do, what the hell do i care? my last day's coming up anyways.)


work today was so painfully boring. seriously.... we had like... five customers in six hours. i really prefer painfully boring to out of control busy though. marin and i enjoyed ourselves though.


then, ryan and jenny and i went for a nice walk down the mall. and i saw cory, and my dad called, and i got a pretzel.


then i went to my dad's and he gave me money! yay! which i used to go buy my birth control pills (still not covered by insurance *shakes fist*) and some shampoooo and some conditioner.... and some spray stuff.... that's like nair.... only i'm not allergic to it.... and it doesn't smell as bad. it's pretty cool. oh oh oh, and i bought some new foundation, because i'm out. and it was really cheap ($5) and i LOVE it.


then i came home. and my mom was all mean. (i don't know what the hell her problem is lately, but she's being a jerk.) and my dad was like "now now, she's just trying to watch out for you" and i was like "well, tell her to fuck off." because really, i'm SICK of it. i tried to be nice all weekend while my dad was gone, and she was downright rude to me. i figure... i totally gave it a shot for this week. i wash my hands of trying to make her happy this week.


then i watched teevee (which i never do, oh it was so fun.) and i had some yoghurt. and some potato chips. and some chocolate milk. mmm. it was good times.


and then i wrote a bunch of thank you cards. well, three. and now, i'm going to go to bed.

i'm listening to some david byrne. the new cd, it's called... look into the eyeball. it kicks.


i just threw a raisin into the trash can across the room, and it WENT IN. i seriously didn't expect to actually make it. i sort of just blindly threw it. but it went in. those are my awesome athletic abilities right there.


my mom's at a movie with friends, my dad's in colorado with my sister, and caleb's doin the bar thing (his last night in town *sob*). i am at home in my pajamas blogging. because i'm just THAT cool. *basks in coolness*


dude, did i mention that i got my hair cut? because i did. like a week ago. well, actually ... i think the 27th. or 28th. it was the day before i locked my keys in the car and had to have ben come get me.


speaking of ben, we went shopping today. and he got two new sexy shirts. dig it.


also, has anyone else noticed that the mall is all of a sudden all ghetto fabulous? because it is. there are whole stores that don't have a SINGLE item of clothing i like. they're all so hoochie.


my eyes hurt really bad. like, if feels like i've been crying really hard. but i dont think i have. i *was* feeling a little bummed earlier, but i just took a nap. and now my eyes are like red.... and all teary. suck.


why can't i focus enough to write real paragraphs?

sorry for the total lack of updates kids. it is due totally to the fact that i'm not really feeling so peppy. surry surry.


ok, i just sat for like... five minutes thinking of what to blog about. and there is absolutely nothing that inspires me.


mmmmm. *thinks*


i worked on the who's who a little bit. good times.




noodle salad.

the whole four hours of sleep lasting me til five am.... yeah, totally happened. then, i had a nice little nap from like.... 6am to 10am. then igot up and took abi home, and i went to work... and worked for .... nine hours. yeah. it was hella good times. then i was out late AGAIN last night... and worked AGAIN today. but now i'm done for the weekend. which is sure to hold lots of fun times *snore*


ok, i'm not really feeling so hot today. in fact, i really feel terrible. mentally, physically.... i'm not well today. and i wish i were so that i could update and such. i so promised a huge amount of updates over break. and thus far.... none. i suck. oh well. goodnight kids.