warning: high levels of bitterness....
aaagh.
i have internet! yay!
just a note for anyone who's reading this.... if you sign a lease, you can't just not pay anything and get away with it. sorry. and another note.... just in general, being shady isn't going to get you anywhere with many people. and the people it will get you places with.... are generally not people to be spending time with. just a public service announcement for everyone out there. also, you fuck me over, and try to just dump me and walk all over me.... the least i will do is put a hit out on you. so just don't do it. i mean, i know it's general common sense not to fuck your friends over and spend your life drunk off your ass and so in debt you can't even try to start anything over.... but just in case you missed that, let this serve as a reminder.
uuuugh. why do i have to be so trusting? "no, i know you guys say she's shady... but i think she's gonna do better, she needs someone to give her a chance to sort things out." i hate this so much.
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in other news, at the que two nights ago, laura walked out of the bathroom and goes "my pants feel big... oh, i didn't do the belt. wait...." and realized not only had she not buckled her belt, she had not zipped or buttoned them either. i laughed so hard i could hardly breathe. we also invented a game revolving around various aspects of hoochieness. for example... painted on pants, hella cleavage, thong hanging out of pants, jeans so low you need a bikini wax, and more make up than a clown were just some of the categories.
i'm so mad right now. i'm alone, and actually *not* feeling horribly depressed for the first time in a while... (i'm fine around other people. but i get really lonely and upset at the current situation if i don't have anyone to talk me out of it....) but, with things the way they are, i'm bound to be horribly depressed in the very near future. and by the way guys, don't go see me in search for signs, because i had to drop out after ivy moved out. thanks again ivy. if i ever have a chance to screw you over to the same degree.... a week ago i wouldn't have. but now... i'm not so sure. i don't think i've ever been this angry at any one person. and for those that know me, i tend to be a fairly pissy person. i can't believe patrick's letting her stay with him. maybe he's not as volatile towards people stealing shit as i am.
ben and company are in minnesota. i wanted to go sooooooo bad. but... again, oh, i can't because of ivy. *sigh* at least jordan didn't go with them. speaking of jordan, he drove me around this morning, and i LOVE him for it. i owe him like... my first born child. he prolly wouldn't want it... but, i'll have to think of an equivalency (i think that's spelled wrong.)
also, scott from ct! you're still around! i LOVE scott from ct! it's like having a fan. when nobody else likes me, scott does! i bet it's only because he doesn't know me. he should be on the who's who. but.... seeing how it took me months to even put my boyfriend on the who's who.... and i still haven't changed my "status" on the side bar, or, noted that i haven't worked at sears in months... or done ANYTHING else to the site.... it's unlikely i will get around to it.
i'm sorry this post is so bitter and angry. but i think i have just reason. *sigh* maybe i should have erin help me make a new layout that's peppy and happy and it will inspire me not to hate everyone i know. (except erin. and maybe graham. but he's not getting home today like he said, so i'm tempted to hate him just a little bit. i mean, i'm already hating everyone else... it's just easy to lump him in too.)
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alright, well, i'm gonna go call my dad back and see what i need to do to just get out of everything by the end of january. and move, again. woo. i feel so homeless. i really hate it. *sigh* i promise i'll write something entertaining later tonight. really.
i have internet! yay!
just a note for anyone who's reading this.... if you sign a lease, you can't just not pay anything and get away with it. sorry. and another note.... just in general, being shady isn't going to get you anywhere with many people. and the people it will get you places with.... are generally not people to be spending time with. just a public service announcement for everyone out there. also, you fuck me over, and try to just dump me and walk all over me.... the least i will do is put a hit out on you. so just don't do it. i mean, i know it's general common sense not to fuck your friends over and spend your life drunk off your ass and so in debt you can't even try to start anything over.... but just in case you missed that, let this serve as a reminder.
uuuugh. why do i have to be so trusting? "no, i know you guys say she's shady... but i think she's gonna do better, she needs someone to give her a chance to sort things out." i hate this so much.
...
in other news, at the que two nights ago, laura walked out of the bathroom and goes "my pants feel big... oh, i didn't do the belt. wait...." and realized not only had she not buckled her belt, she had not zipped or buttoned them either. i laughed so hard i could hardly breathe. we also invented a game revolving around various aspects of hoochieness. for example... painted on pants, hella cleavage, thong hanging out of pants, jeans so low you need a bikini wax, and more make up than a clown were just some of the categories.
i'm so mad right now. i'm alone, and actually *not* feeling horribly depressed for the first time in a while... (i'm fine around other people. but i get really lonely and upset at the current situation if i don't have anyone to talk me out of it....) but, with things the way they are, i'm bound to be horribly depressed in the very near future. and by the way guys, don't go see me in search for signs, because i had to drop out after ivy moved out. thanks again ivy. if i ever have a chance to screw you over to the same degree.... a week ago i wouldn't have. but now... i'm not so sure. i don't think i've ever been this angry at any one person. and for those that know me, i tend to be a fairly pissy person. i can't believe patrick's letting her stay with him. maybe he's not as volatile towards people stealing shit as i am.
ben and company are in minnesota. i wanted to go sooooooo bad. but... again, oh, i can't because of ivy. *sigh* at least jordan didn't go with them. speaking of jordan, he drove me around this morning, and i LOVE him for it. i owe him like... my first born child. he prolly wouldn't want it... but, i'll have to think of an equivalency (i think that's spelled wrong.)
also, scott from ct! you're still around! i LOVE scott from ct! it's like having a fan. when nobody else likes me, scott does! i bet it's only because he doesn't know me. he should be on the who's who. but.... seeing how it took me months to even put my boyfriend on the who's who.... and i still haven't changed my "status" on the side bar, or, noted that i haven't worked at sears in months... or done ANYTHING else to the site.... it's unlikely i will get around to it.
i'm sorry this post is so bitter and angry. but i think i have just reason. *sigh* maybe i should have erin help me make a new layout that's peppy and happy and it will inspire me not to hate everyone i know. (except erin. and maybe graham. but he's not getting home today like he said, so i'm tempted to hate him just a little bit. i mean, i'm already hating everyone else... it's just easy to lump him in too.)
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alright, well, i'm gonna go call my dad back and see what i need to do to just get out of everything by the end of january. and move, again. woo. i feel so homeless. i really hate it. *sigh* i promise i'll write something entertaining later tonight. really.
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