1.27.2004

steedaduart

sorry for the delay on the account of the stuart show.... graham's been in town, and i've been working, and such.


so, stuart at the mill, last friday. starting at 8, 8:30, or 9. depending on who you asked. he ended up starting at 8:45, as a compromise of the two times he knew about. graham came along, and it was fun.... i found renata about ten minutes before the show started, which was very very very exciting for me because i forgot she was coming. she yelled at me, and i'm like "who's yelling at me? that looks like renata!! aaaaah!!" anywho... setlist...


doppelganger
sugar bullets
little white town (i hadn't heard this live in over four years. meep.)
invincible
is
flower of a zero
fall awake
smoke
nothing in between
wizard
anestesia necrophilia
eight days in the lotus


a very long break.... during which i made stuart PROMISE he'd play jonah. he didn't. the bastard.


dresden
amsterdam
windmills and wheatfields
all just because (when he sang "a million dead iraqis causes national pride a bunch of people clapped in agreement or whatever.... and he's like "this song's ten years old!" then forgot what the next verse was. so it became "spontaneity causes you to forget lyrics")
giving in
universe communion
atavistic viking
...stuart as elvis costello...
beyond belief (midway through the song, someone came up and up an elvis costello hat on him, then someone else brought elvis glasses. after the song ended he used a magic marker to draw a gap between his front teeth, but he couldn't do it, so he made me do it. after knocking two glasses of water over and getting me all wet.)
watching the detectives
veronica
and she was (not elvis... but still a cover...)
burning down the house (again... i thought someone should have found him a REALLY big suit coat to wear...)
ladders (toni and i both used this song for a bathroom break, because we don't like it ~_~)
swim
whisper
immanence
practice dying
your house


all in all, it was yayfabulous. i didn't realize how much i missed stuart. aw. he said i needed to find him before i left because he needed to talk to me. but i forgot, and left. whoops.


alright, well, i'm gonna go back to watching movies with graham. just needed a break to write a little stuartlove. and renatalove! yaaaaaaaaaaay getting to see renata, even if it was for like, thirty seconds. she drew me some pictures though. my favorite was a picture of a box, with the caption "this box contains one frowl." or, the snake with a cape, in the shape of an "s" that said "the s is for megan!" or maybe the cloud of doom. or the "megan = hott" or the snail. they were ALL great. ^_^

1.13.2004

blaaaaah


graham comes home tomorrow. for like twelve hours. i would be excited, but i'm gonna see him for like two minutes. woo. hoo.


in other news, i cleaned my apartment today and i still can't find the damn instructions to my phone. piece of crap. for being a brand new phone, it sucks a whole whole lot. it hangs up after like... eight seconds EVERY time i call someone. rawr.


the good news is, renata's gonna set ivy on fire for me.


i'm gonna go get dressed (i took a bubble bath and put on my pajamas at like.... seven.) because i'm going down to the Q with laura and company. hopefully that will cheer me up and make me stop being bitter and grouchy.

1.10.2004

twinkie

tonight's sean's birthday.... so i'm going to his party. so, if anyone is wondering what has become of me... i'm at nate's enjoying the twinkie's birthday. goooodtimes!

miss kenya hate...

"we can't go!!"
"we must!"


"yeah, me and my pet puma got in a fight. the puma won."


"you need to stop getting in knife fights."
"i try not too, but it's difficult."
"you should get a gun."
"i'd be all indiana jones. they pull a sword and go all crazy on you..."
"and i shoot them."


maaaaaaan. legal stuff is crazy. lawyers are scary, even if they're on your side.


happy birthday mister thang. aka kitchen utensil..... spatula... i mean.... tongs..... happy birthday thang.


*extremely high pitched voice* piiiiiiiiiiano baaaaaaaar


miss ayanna love is my god.


josh's name should be kenya hate. not love. "ladies and gentlemen.... miiiiiiiiiiss kenya hate!" because, if it were love, the bitch wouldn't be slapping people. "i will kenya love your ass."


this is supposed to be entertaining. because i promised i'd write something entertaining. whoops. i guess by entertaining, i meant random. happy randomness everyone!

1.09.2004

warning: high levels of bitterness....

aaagh.


i have internet! yay!


just a note for anyone who's reading this.... if you sign a lease, you can't just not pay anything and get away with it. sorry. and another note.... just in general, being shady isn't going to get you anywhere with many people. and the people it will get you places with.... are generally not people to be spending time with. just a public service announcement for everyone out there. also, you fuck me over, and try to just dump me and walk all over me.... the least i will do is put a hit out on you. so just don't do it. i mean, i know it's general common sense not to fuck your friends over and spend your life drunk off your ass and so in debt you can't even try to start anything over.... but just in case you missed that, let this serve as a reminder.


uuuugh. why do i have to be so trusting? "no, i know you guys say she's shady... but i think she's gonna do better, she needs someone to give her a chance to sort things out." i hate this so much.


...


in other news, at the que two nights ago, laura walked out of the bathroom and goes "my pants feel big... oh, i didn't do the belt. wait...." and realized not only had she not buckled her belt, she had not zipped or buttoned them either. i laughed so hard i could hardly breathe. we also invented a game revolving around various aspects of hoochieness. for example... painted on pants, hella cleavage, thong hanging out of pants, jeans so low you need a bikini wax, and more make up than a clown were just some of the categories.


i'm so mad right now. i'm alone, and actually *not* feeling horribly depressed for the first time in a while... (i'm fine around other people. but i get really lonely and upset at the current situation if i don't have anyone to talk me out of it....) but, with things the way they are, i'm bound to be horribly depressed in the very near future. and by the way guys, don't go see me in search for signs, because i had to drop out after ivy moved out. thanks again ivy. if i ever have a chance to screw you over to the same degree.... a week ago i wouldn't have. but now... i'm not so sure. i don't think i've ever been this angry at any one person. and for those that know me, i tend to be a fairly pissy person. i can't believe patrick's letting her stay with him. maybe he's not as volatile towards people stealing shit as i am.


ben and company are in minnesota. i wanted to go sooooooo bad. but... again, oh, i can't because of ivy. *sigh* at least jordan didn't go with them. speaking of jordan, he drove me around this morning, and i LOVE him for it. i owe him like... my first born child. he prolly wouldn't want it... but, i'll have to think of an equivalency (i think that's spelled wrong.)


also, scott from ct! you're still around! i LOVE scott from ct! it's like having a fan. when nobody else likes me, scott does! i bet it's only because he doesn't know me. he should be on the who's who. but.... seeing how it took me months to even put my boyfriend on the who's who.... and i still haven't changed my "status" on the side bar, or, noted that i haven't worked at sears in months... or done ANYTHING else to the site.... it's unlikely i will get around to it.


i'm sorry this post is so bitter and angry. but i think i have just reason. *sigh* maybe i should have erin help me make a new layout that's peppy and happy and it will inspire me not to hate everyone i know. (except erin. and maybe graham. but he's not getting home today like he said, so i'm tempted to hate him just a little bit. i mean, i'm already hating everyone else... it's just easy to lump him in too.)
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alright, well, i'm gonna go call my dad back and see what i need to do to just get out of everything by the end of january. and move, again. woo. i feel so homeless. i really hate it. *sigh* i promise i'll write something entertaining later tonight. really.

1.07.2004

at emily's house

at emily's hoooooooooooooouse, we had cake! that was really good!


now we're watching mystery science theatre 3000... and it is hiiiiiiiiilarious. i'm gonna go oot with bekka and company later. maybe sooner than later. depends when i get ahold of her. i dunno.


i miss graham.


he'd better come back for a week like he promised. or i'm gonna kick him.


i really wanna watch teen girl squad. teeeeen girl squad! cheerleader! so and so! what's her face! theeeee ugly oooone! *does a teen girl squad dance* i'm really sleepy actually. but i'm gonna go watch mst3k. byeeeee

1.06.2004

awww.

1.05.2004

googlism.com rocks my sushi stand.

my favorites are in bold...


graham is 80
graham is resurrected in washington
graham is coming to dallas
graham is up
graham is third on depth chart
graham is wrong
graham is right
graham is elton john
graham is here
graham is leaving
graham is coming
graham is miss april 2002
graham is so bothered
graham is refusing to budge
graham is honored in his home town
graham is a great deceiver
graham is referee in battle between secrets and leaks
graham is a freemason
graham is nude
graham is back
graham is one of the "usual suspects"
graham is not a cracker
graham is thrilled
graham is part of the coronado national forest
graham is innocent
graham is one of the few harp players who can "burn it up"
graham is gay
graham is a confessed killer
graham is the senior senator from florida
graham is marvelous in french music
graham is an android
graham is an intelligent and diligent student
graham is a large mountain
graham is deplorable


*so amused*


megan is very precious
megan is the young adventuresome woman who stows away on the pirate ship as the captains boy
megan is so offended
megan is a rat
megan is cool
megan is a new and hot model with a great body
megan is unbelievabally thrilled to be in miami
megan is king for a day
megan is a babe btw
megan is the devil
megan is the best
megan is thrown to the ground
megan is my pride and joy
megan is delighted
megan is hardly average
megan is a loser
megan is not here by choice
megan is an author and freelance writer
megan is no longer so frantic
megan is living the dream she has always had by holding the title of the 2003 miss prescott frontier days rodeo queen
megan is so cute
megan is straight into this acting stuff in a big way
megan is up at 4
megan is completely fictional
megan is happy to oblige
megan is the cutest baby
megan is coming downstairs for her date
megan is clearly an accomplice
megan is in the fifth grade
megan is going steady with the team quarterback
megan is already the number one ranked female surfer


erin is in a real dilemma
erin is camping in horrendous weather
erin is not who she appears to be
erin is currazy
erin is my antidrug
erin is brilliant
erin is a cool kid
erin is disgruntled
erin is the best
erin is sporting mall hair
erin is a five time all american cheerleader
erin is a gyroscope
erin is a dork
erin is the winner
erin is 30 minutes old
erin is not at fault
erin is nice
erin is a person
erin is a person who cares about others
erin is both technical and creative when it comes to the internet
erin is a registered missouri foxtrotter
erin is an artist of sorts
erin is already at work for god
erin is based on a true story
erin is sizzeling and the storyline will keep you turning the pages
erin is breaking new ground as a very accomplished female guitar player with a soulful voice and feel for the blues
erin is the industry leader in applying risk and engineering insights to nuclear security issues involving potential terrorist attack
erin is single
erin is shy
erin is a very pretty lawyer
erin is also great on her leash
erin is a true musical chameleon
erin is sexy
erin is a promising jewelry designer
erin is able to provide personal psychic readings as well
erin is a cat who needs a special person to help her through a difficult time
erin is not satisfied being a simple legal secretary
erin is trying to put some order back into her life
erin is not who she appears to be