bi polar
this post may be a little up and down... be forewarned. hey, at least it's not ALL down like it has been.
so, in keeping with my "things can always get much worse" theory... i just got back from my grandfather's funeral. so, as you can well imagine, i've had a wonderful weekend. let's see, i went out thursday night after i found out... and got all wasted. yeah, 7:30 til 3:00am... pretty hardcore, even for me. that left me feeling horrible all day friday... hungover driving is not fun. on the upside, i got to see my whole family, which never happens... but everyone was all sad... so that was sad... it was one of those... everyone would be fine, then one person would start to sniffle, and suddenly everyone was crying. and, what made it all even weirder was... it was my sister's birthday the day before the wake, and my mom's birthday the day of the funeral. everyone in our family's just having a rockin 2005.
in happier news... while trying to get my teachers to pay attention to my "i'll be missing class, would you mind telling me what's going on and NOT ignoring me" emails... i rediscovered meet me at hot or not. MAN, i used to LOVE that. whenever i feel sad, i can go and look at like a million people who wanna meet me! and then i feel vain and petty, but better. this last batch i looked through was surprisingly devoid of losers... it made me kinda sad, i love dumb profiles and keywords like "soup, ducks, whaling"... ooooh well, i'm sure if i keep checking i'll find some.
i really should got and do my homework for my non fiction writing class (which is, essentially, blogging. best class ever... daily journals for homework. about anything. well, technically they're supposed to follow the prompts... but i like the prompts, and the end journals are usually at least vaguely related... anyways... yeah, homework.) but, to do my homework, i need to go and buy a notebook (i have been keeping them on random pieces of paper, but i'm supposed to keep them in a notebook, so i'm gonna go do that. dude, i wonder if i could start a blog for the class?? that'd be so freaking awesome, because my handwriting when i'm trying to write fast is SO bad, and i always write so slow i forget ideas... ooooh, that's definitely gonnna be something to think about. ok. i'm gonna go and set up a blog... just in case i can do that. awesome.
so, in keeping with my "things can always get much worse" theory... i just got back from my grandfather's funeral. so, as you can well imagine, i've had a wonderful weekend. let's see, i went out thursday night after i found out... and got all wasted. yeah, 7:30 til 3:00am... pretty hardcore, even for me. that left me feeling horrible all day friday... hungover driving is not fun. on the upside, i got to see my whole family, which never happens... but everyone was all sad... so that was sad... it was one of those... everyone would be fine, then one person would start to sniffle, and suddenly everyone was crying. and, what made it all even weirder was... it was my sister's birthday the day before the wake, and my mom's birthday the day of the funeral. everyone in our family's just having a rockin 2005.
in happier news... while trying to get my teachers to pay attention to my "i'll be missing class, would you mind telling me what's going on and NOT ignoring me" emails... i rediscovered meet me at hot or not. MAN, i used to LOVE that. whenever i feel sad, i can go and look at like a million people who wanna meet me! and then i feel vain and petty, but better. this last batch i looked through was surprisingly devoid of losers... it made me kinda sad, i love dumb profiles and keywords like "soup, ducks, whaling"... ooooh well, i'm sure if i keep checking i'll find some.
i really should got and do my homework for my non fiction writing class (which is, essentially, blogging. best class ever... daily journals for homework. about anything. well, technically they're supposed to follow the prompts... but i like the prompts, and the end journals are usually at least vaguely related... anyways... yeah, homework.) but, to do my homework, i need to go and buy a notebook (i have been keeping them on random pieces of paper, but i'm supposed to keep them in a notebook, so i'm gonna go do that. dude, i wonder if i could start a blog for the class?? that'd be so freaking awesome, because my handwriting when i'm trying to write fast is SO bad, and i always write so slow i forget ideas... ooooh, that's definitely gonnna be something to think about. ok. i'm gonna go and set up a blog... just in case i can do that. awesome.
3 Comments:
I'm sorry hon. *hug* I hope life takes an upturn for you soon.
Sorry to hear about you granfather. I hope things get better soon. Miss ya.
aww. i'm sorry about your grandfather! *hearts*
remember the guy who liked sailing? or.. something? and other things that started with s? man, i don't remember the details..but it was funny at the time.
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