hmm.

in the past two or three weeks i've discovered that no matter how horrible things are, they can always get much much much much worse. but, that even when they do get that much worse, life goes on. so, it's both very discouraging and uplifting at the same time. i guess.


i just spent an hour going through my email, which i haven't checked in over four months. it was interesting. i missed like six theatre parties that i never read the invites for. which made me kind of sad. but oh well.


tomorrow's allison's 13th birthday party. woooo! cal's coming over to keep me company while i chaperone the party.


i should go take my pain pills and fall asleep, i have to go to allison's basketball game at like, eight tomorrow morning.


i would update everyone on what's been going on and any upcoming events, but i think i'll start crying if i type everything out... so you'll all just have to wait until it's all a little farther past, or i'm drunk. and i won't be getting drunk until i'm off all my meds, so it'll be awhile either way. which should come as a huge surprise, seeing how regular my updates usually are.


graham had better call my tonight, or i'm going to have to go back to being mad/sad at him. unless he's really drunk, then it's ok if he doesn't call. if he's kinda drunk, or pretty drunk it's ok, because i'm generally fairly loopy due to the pills... but really drunk and i just get confused. ok, to bed/watch friends.