yay!!

i have internet in my room again!! it makes me soooo happy! but, i also just remembered that for some reason there's a major delay when i type on blogger, and that makes me sad. doh.


i forgot that i have to type all blog entries in notepad on this computer. no idea why, blogger didn't USED to do this, then it started one day, and i've only seen it on this computer. so, that's really annoying, but my computer kicks my parents' computer's ass. so i'll just use notepad and it'll be ok.


it's so nice to have this up again! yay! but, i don't have a desk yet, so it's really not a very comfortable set up... there's no where to put the keyboard, so i have to have it in my lap. which i hate, becuase it hurts my wrists. tomorrow i'm gonna put my old table up here to act as a desk (if my parents will let me have it. they have this thing where they just take over my stuff. like, i was gonna put my microwave in the kitchen here, because it's newer and works better than our old one, but my mom decided that it's hers now, and that she needs it for her bathroom. which is just bizarre. but, i'm not allowed to use it anymore, and i fear the same may have occured with my table.)


today has been.... yech. not too great. got up, started cleaning/rearranging my room, called some people to take care of some errands, filled out some paperwork stuff, tried to call other people who don't answer their phones, and kept cleaning. my dad got home at like six, and i'd just talked to him on the phone an hour earlier, and i was like "ooh, i hope he brought home something to cook, and some milk." because we're out of milk, and have no groceries. so, i'm all hopeful the brought stuff, because i'd just talked to him and told him all this. nooooo he gets home and starts yelling at me, then allison, then the dog, the allison.... i just went up to my room as soon as he got here, because he was being a jerk, and i'm really sick of my parents not talking to anyone unless it's yelling or complaining. my mom especially. she just had this great chance to take a job she's wanted for the past ten years, and she turned it down. because she's too scared to change, even though it's something she's talked about and wanted as long as i can remember. and now she bitches about her job, and her current situation, and it's like "well, duh. it's always been like that, that's why you wanted the change, remember?"


ugh, sorry. it's just that i really don't like living at home, and i wish there was something i could do, but there isn't, and it sucks. so, i'm just ranting, because i haven't gotten to talk to anyone today, and i'm in a bad mood. sorry.


but, i'm gonna go set up my email, because that will put me in a good mood ^_^