omg renata.

you need this.


btw, i totally wrote a really interesting post, and blogger deleted it. sorry.

Matty

this post is for matt, because i'm too lazy to email him. i promise i will try to post a post for my other readers (meaning... matt AND renata) later.


i read a lot of military blogs, since i find them interesting, and they draw me in, and make me think about matt's deployment a little differently. most of them are... odd. there's a few i enjoy, but aren't often updated, or are written by people who are a touch too crazy for my tastes, but i found one today that is frequently updated, and the author is a normal amount of crazy (for someone who's in iraq). so, check it out.


what else was there? i swear there was something else.


i got pokey stix and wings last night. i had all this extra ranch, and i was hoping since it was individual ranch things maybe they didn't need to be refridgerated... (i don't care that that isn't spelled right) but they do. sad face. if they didn't, i was going to send some to matt so he doesn't have to eat crappy ranch all the time. also, matt, i used your $2 gumbys credit from when they forgot our ranch that one time.


that's all.

awwww

this is the cutest dog bed eeeever.

blah

i've been soooo down this week. it's annoying. i just want it to go away.


i went to victor and brian's halloween party for a few hours last night, and ate a tooon of candy. and cheese. they always have cheese cubes on their snack table thing at their parties, and i always eat as much of it as possible. i also had pepperoni on this really good sesame bread. i love victor and brian's parties, they're fun without being ridiculous and crazy. and you get to hang out and talk, and it's just fun.


i just ordered pizza from pizza pit. i was going to order pizza hut, but they're SHADY and won't let me use two coupons on one order. if they HAD, i would have been able to get a medium pizza, wings, breadsticks and a soda for $15. but, without my $7.99 medium coupon, it would have been $18. and i didn't want to spend $20 on dinner by myself. i wanted someone to come over and eat with me, but no one will. sad sad face. i wish i had more friends. i might go down to studio later since michael's bartending and tuesdays are all slow and boring. so, i could go have a soda there and keep michael company. and i guess cal might come by after he finishes typing his paper (he's at a coffee place downtown). or, maybe i'll go down and have something there after i eat. provided i can get myself to get up and do something. that's the worst part of being all sad and down, is i just don't want to do anything. i literally had to DRAG myself to victor's last night. even though i knew i'd have fun, i just didn't want leave my apartment. it's so easy just to hole up here and not talk to anyone.


tomorrow i know i have to get moving, i have a bunch of on location stuff for work that needs to be done, i need to resend matt's package AGAIN (seriously post office, if you hadn't given me free postage vouchers, i would kill you). and i need to go to the bank and deposit a check, and then pay rent... and i need to UPS some stuff, annnnd, i just have a lot to do. and i need to do it instead of laying around feeling lonely and sorry for myself. shoot, i also need to call mercy on call. but, they're there until midnight, so i guess i can do that now.


my parents leave for mexico tomorrow morning at like three am. i'm bummed because i REALLY wanted to have lunch with my dad this week, and i've been so blah that i keep not calling him. now he's gonna be gone for a week, and i'm gonna be all lonely and sad. even though if he were here i prolly would continue being lonely and sad and not call him for lunch. my sister's staying at my mom's friend's house all week, and i'm supposed to call and see if they want to hang out at some point... and zane's supposed to come visit next wednesday... aaaand apparently tom (brian's (but not brian and victor brian) hilarious partner) is coming out on thursday, and he NEVER goes out. so i'm kinda excited about that.


oook, i need to get my ass up and go to john's grocery. because two liter sodas are like... $1 there, and $2.50 if you get them from the pizza place. soooo, off to the grocery store i go. and i guess adam's going to come over and keep my company while i eat, even though he just ate and doesn't want to eat... we're gonna watch a movie or something.


ok, i'm sorry for the sad depressed blog entry. i was thinking of taking time off blogging and just doing friends only livejournal posts for awhile, because i don't like when my blog's all pathetic and sad. so yeah. ok, really, have to walk to john's before the pizza gets here.